A Season Of Another Kind... Cocoon and Learn! I am Here To Teach You!
I spent a complete day yesterday cleaning and rearranging furniture. Cocooning differently this season, I have four dogs, a few cats, and a path clearly designed for these rooms. Feng Shui says to leave all doorway paths open so energy can flow through the house, bringing free opportunity to glide its way in! And it also gives me a pre-birds eye on where the Christmas tree is going this year! After all, it is almost the end of October! C'mon!!!!
The truck is back from the shop for the second time, and thank God my son-in-law is a gem! I still am panhandling a loan from someone who sees's not everyone needs to be in credit card debt to prove the ability of creditworthiness. It's insane!!!! "while we see you have an income with a pretty decent credit score, I am sorry but you're not in debt enough for us to really understand your paying back quality" Do what? SMH I do have a mortgage! "Um that's not enough" WTF! I have a job! I have a steady income! I have 2 jobs! "yeah that's not enough" (my head spins) Welcome to the American dream! Be in debt! Outlive your means so you can gather a credit score below the poverty level so some big ass loan company can keep you further in debt! This whole system needs to change! For EVERYONE!!!!
So while I am tooling around in the truck with my sonnata still in the drive, I can get to point A-B. Thankful for that! It's life and its happenstance! It will work out! It always does! I live a charmed life!
Yesterday in all of the cleaning and rearranging, I pre-amazon shopped. A cute little fireplace insert is what my eye is on for extra heat! Last year's 800.00 gas bill in Feb is not going to happen this year! I have already partitioned off rooms and got pots boiling on the stove for steam. Do not ask about my 50 year boiler! DON'T!!!!! It'll be fine! It'll be fine! IT WILL BE FINE!
I cleaned around the area in the basement yesterday. Clearing debris and the kids' tools! Folded drop cloths and made a space for the window units! Clearing, cleaning and decluttering... now to locate Ruby's heat bucket! I can not find it anywhere! My princess pony needs her heat bucket! It is either 2 places. I left it at the barn or it is in the back of someone's truck! It'll turn up! Oh St Anthony, patron saint of lost things,,, please have it turn up! Help me locate it!!!!!! Amen!
I did squeeze in a video yesterday; promoting my painting and communication art classes. The classes are all scheduled for dates in NOV and set up on events on FB. The video promotes who I am what I do and what topics can be discussed in the Vision Board class. 65.00 a person (you supply materials) I have my fall painting themes available to teach also. 45.00 a person. (I provide materials) A group class must have a minimum of 10. I do have a venue! A great space in the Maplewood area of STL. You invite your friends, Food and beverages are extra and not included in the price of the class! The restaurant requires you to purchase one appetizer or entree with a beverage {not water} They are gracious to allow me this space and to promote their menu! It's a win-win!
The economy is a whole other ball of wax. The financial struggle is everywhere and you would have to be completely in denial to believe not! To have customers who want to enrich their lives is a mental struggle they do not even realize they are struggling with. While many are still not awake to what has happened in the last 8 years, or I can say as an intuitive, think Pluto (HA!) has not played havoc in our lives for the last 16 years... starting with the economy crashing in 2009! While the anti-Christ played a huge role in destroying who we are as a nation. The division and the xxx's effects of metals, chemtrails, poisonous foods and other Frankenstein experiments that have infiltrated a generation of far far far... way out there humans who want to be accepted for their uniqueness and individuality; it has been difficult to understand, the why to what the end result will look like for a country!
Hey I am an artist! I think outside of a box. I don't follow rules of thumb and I understand and totally get creativity! Who am I to say if you choose blue or green hair or to have a number of piercings that you can identify with as art... You can't help who you love! Ok, I can be copestetic with that! The heart knows what it knows!!!! However when you start destroying work ethics and American values and siding with things places and or situations that bring harm and devastation to your city, state and country {and self}; I will question your moral compass especially if you are getting defensive because I can't understand it! The experiment went too far and the results are ugly.
The general public does not understand they are grieving! It is denial, it is anger, it is sadness, it is frustration.. it is the questioning of how do I get through this and how will I survive... It has been coping skills that no one was prepared for and it has been an isolation of the masses not wanting to share in someone else's misery! {why do you always go home? because my stuff is there! and it is quiet from the day and the people's BS} STOP FORCING YOUR IDEOLOGY... it does not alter nor will it veer my life. You do you boo, let me be! ;) away from the lack of awareness from those who do not understand the grief that has impacted their life!
It is the cumulation of one thing after another happening without getting over the one and then having something else to deal with. The human mind can only withstand so much before it realizes they have been inflicted. The hippocampus which sits in the back of the brain stores memory and emotions. When it is overloaded with "grief" the mind and or the body can't keep up and people shut down. Also along with this the overload of mental stimulation from social media! It is too much but because of it; it created a deficit in mental clarity and the ability to focus. If you keep scrolling, you deflect and ignore because you can not hone in on what subjects or topics you should be focused on. It also creates depression because you are so overwhelmed!!!!
Asking people to take an enrichment class to better their lives has been a challenge not only financially affecting their pocketbooks but their minds can not take in one more thing. The emotional toil and mental shutdown have taken over their existence and most are not even aware!
I will continue to promote and market. I am here when anyone is ready to realize what has taken place. I am here to teach enrichment practices to help better people's lives. I may not have all the answers but I have ways to instruct to be creative and to gain clarity over how people can focus on living for a higher purpose for the betterment of their lives!
I am an open book! All inquiries are welcome! Kitryn_marie@yahoo.com to schedule!
I am here just preparing for a season of cocooning and teaching in my tranquil part of life!
Reach out!!!!!
Kitryn Marie
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