Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

Patience has never been one of my strong suits, so it seems the ball gets rolling and I have to sit back and wait for its slow approach. Although my forecast, psychic readings and angel interpretations, LOL all have read clear ahead... get ready, life is about to snowball! (Can I have that writing in stone?) It is not happening fast enough. What is it about change and wanting it to manifest at ground breaking speed? I'm done, mind spent and tired, burnt out and bored with this lifestyle that I have been managing to maintain in this shoe box house. There is more I see it! I know it innately and I know what's best for me (right now) We all have that nagging voice in the back of our heads that say, "Whose life is this? this isn't mine? This is not what I signed up for?"I'm ready to go, move forward, shift the axis and do something completely out of the normal (Ha!) standard of the current realm. DONE! So it seems every chance I get, I run to Washington Mo. I

How is it a person thinks they can judge a book by its cover? All pretty and fancied up, edges hard and full of color. (without reading or knowing) The contents all telling a story and painting pictures for all to imagine. The creative shell for a writer to pour their heart and soul into. Romance, fiction, truths, emotions, heartache, sickness, health, wealth, dreams and something to long for... that fills the pages. Adventures, hopes and fears... Characters and the personalities that make them come to life... the hero, the heroine, the antagonist, the protagonist, the villain and the one you love to hate! It's who did what to who and what makes it all so interesting that everyone wants to read. Is it a fairytale? Is it fiction? Is it fact? Is it real? Can you relate? Does seem familiar? Does it resonate feeling with you? Are you moved? Are you angered? Do you want to rebuttal and shout? Do you want more? Are you saddened when you have gotten to the end? That is the crazy thing

I once was told, "Look At The Big Picture." Oh and I did! I looked long and hard and far and wide... and tried to freeze frame it! Everyone has their version of that Big Picture... and unless it's laid out and spelled out correctly it will get lost in all translations. Not everyone understands the dialog. I think outside a box... mostly I function far removed from any structure. I see an end result based on a vision. It has never been my thing to plan how I was going to get there. I just have always had this innate way of thinking I was going to get what I wanted in the end. My Big Picture would manifest itself... magically! By will power and the road I would take to do what my talents would allow me to do! All I needed in correlation with this big picture was someone who was going to believe me! Having full fledge knowledge I would do what I set out to do not only for me but for us! All of US! See it wasn't just about me!? He threw in the towel... "oh ye of

Where the sidewalk ends and the road begins, it all has to do with what you will tolerate and put up with. What you allow to continue will manifest and take over in your life. Like that stray, mooch, and taker that will not go away... stop feeding it . Whatever that entity is that has consumed your life, stop with the handout and it will have to find its source elsewhere. Kick it to the curb! It has become hard enough to exist on your own without someone else draining your pockets, taking up your space and using you for a shelter and a meal ticket. Someone who is looking for the easy way out... someone who has thought " well I if I just move here the burden of self-responsibility will be lifted or if I move in with you, my financial woes will cease to exist." We have a country full of addicted behavioral people that are looking for an easy way out. Addicted manipulated individuals that have bull dozed their way in with their pathetic standard of a lifestyle placing resp