Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

Can you imagine what it feels like to stand on the edge and leap into the unknown? Can you imagine what it feels like to have your heart beating so fast you can not catch your breath? Can you imagine everything you ever dreamed of having with that certain someone in your life, that you have longed for?  So it would seem that is what we base love on... I often wonder what would happen if we did not base the concept of love on a feeling or an emotion. How in control would be about our decisions on choosing a mate? How would our life vary and differ if we chose based on other factors? One would have to ask, "What's love got to do with it?" Have we not yet learned why we choose the way we do and who are influencers have been on this nothing new topic? We are products of our environment... look at how your folks or any coupled adult who had any part in your life acted towards each other. We all learn from what we see... and as adults, we mimic what we know! The patter...

I opted to do things a little different here... See one can't sit on her laurels and expect things to happen. We have come upon a new age, where internet marketing takes a precise plan... and to do just one thing is no longer possible. The strategy to get your message across... has nothing to do with sales, although sales is the bottom line, it is how you can connect what you do... across the board with a message someone wants to hear and someone wants to follow and become your greatest advocate... for what you do! and in turn, will share and talk your walk... so somewhere down the line... you become ...  ACCOMODITY! to those that need...whatever it is you are selling! If I tell you my story... is it something you really want to know? Are my words or my life that important that someone is going to "stalk" (lol) my social media pages. Oh, and it happens!!! Am I making that big of a difference in anyone's life that they would want to purch...

 I teeter in the art of staying busy... You know that place of working so you physically go through the motions living on auto pilot so you just don't have to think... or feel anything at all. I look around and I see every individual with baggage... crap, stuff that they are dealing with but stuffing away so many denials self-medicating them self with whatever their vice of choice is. Instead of coming full terms with what they are dealing with... people are stuffing things into their mind, mouth, and body just so they don't have to acknowledge pain? What is it? Is everyone that f..ked up they have to medicate them self? Me, I am just trying to create a life for what I have always known to be true...  I can not deal with one more lie or a person who cheats and can not be happy in general causing so much misery to anyone they come in contact with. WTF is wrong with people... If you can not be happy with yourself... YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE WITH ANYONE! PERIOD!!!...

Maybe Cinderella was drunk when she lost her shoe!? Seriously what was she thinking? Everything is about timing! And sometimes there is never enough time to get things done in the manner they are expected! Rule 1. Expect... what you may not expect! Nothing happens in the time you think things should happen! Scambling busy, that has been my life! I am adding more to my repertoire of talents and business endeavors. I am screaming to get out of this town for a photo opp. I am searching for a new photographer to use  (photos of me) for promotional use. I am looking for lighting equipment to add to my camera apparel. I have redone my studio space, purchased vignette settings. I have acquired more painting lesson supplies. I have taken on affiliate marketing companies. Along with, I have been asked to join ( www.moonzies.com ) a life therapy advising group and I am again doing the video "Kit" talks. I am now sure.  "it wasn't built in a day." Although a firm believ...