Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

We all need to take realty breaks. It is good to separate yourself from your surroundings from time to time to regain clarity. Happiness is an inside job and if you are not happy with yourself, how in the world would you expect anyone else to be happy with you! I have learned a long time ago happiness does not come from the co-dependence of your significant other or does happiness secure a place by a rock that sits on your finger! Happiness does not come from being glued to one's hip or being the sole source of entertainment to another. A person can not be expected to be a source of enlightenment all the time. It is draining and it will suck the life out of a person... where there will be nothing later to give. Happiness does not come from being bought or showered with gifts... those gifting moments should remain for special occasions creating happy memories. Celebrating happy moments! Happiness does not come from constantly shopping! ( For you shopaholics... ...

The reality of quiet, when the phone doesn't ring, the offers stop coming and you sit and contemplate your next move. After months of aligning all the stars, gaining information and sharing research to all the prospects have come to an end. Your mind finally can come to a suppose-ed rest. The body goes limp, and weary takes on a whole other meaning. You are exhausted... Even as I sit here and type out this little scenario I am tired and emotionally drained. For a complete year, I have poured my talents, heart and soul into the universe... releasing feelings from the deepest part of my female being to a higher power so he/she could take over and make anything ... SOMETHING happen. On a course of a different routine... If ?? I couldn't have the guy... then could I at least have the gig? LOL It seemed like a fair request! ;) Never wanting to lose my faith, my sense of humor or a true sight of reality... I do have to ask, OK, Now what? I have learned all the answers come ...