And Action...
Well, it got me! The flu has temporarily moved in... As I explained to the oldest this morning, the last 2 months, adding into account this whole year; it's done me in and I am sick. I must be sick, this cup of coffee I am drinking is the worst I have ever had! Nothing tastes right, nothing feels right and my body is a discombobulation that needs to be laying in bed and not at the computer. {although while I have coherent thoughts I must write} The list of re-do's is heavy in the frontal lobe. {being in a relationship is not one of them}
In between the last 2 days of moving slow and repetitive couch action, I mustered up enough energy to whip up a lasagna for Christmas Eve and a pork shoulder roast {pulled pork} roasted carrots and au gratin potatoes for Christmas dinner. Upon awakening yesterday, I made my Christmas morning cinnamon brown sugar muffins for breakfast. They are a big hit! Just ask Sug {dog} she ate 2 this morning while we were still sleeping! It was the most I could do for the kid. It's been a couple of very trying weeks for him because of his new car. Thank the heavens, that situation got resolved but not without a large amount of dissatisfaction and horrible business practices! (Boost auto on Watson Rd, Shrewsbury Mo) hell hath no fury the mother whose kid was taken for a scam! Besides with as much as I have worked over the last 2 months, cooking has become almost non-existent! At least we have good eats for leftovers for a day or two. Calling off today wasn't easy but I barely can function. (this coffee is terrible)
The list! Jan and Feb I always go over my notes from when I was taking classes. #lifecoaching #businesscoaching I try to brush up on situations I can incorporate into my classes. Marketing strategies will be a challenge with social media and AI. Finding the truths in an automated depiction. {it looks good and sounds good but is it real?} Authenticity and its pitfalls will have a heavy emphasis this year! You can pad your life for only so long before intelligent people start to question it. Although I still teach you how to bend your reality! speak it into existence, apply your practicum, and be very well-versed in the process in which you are creating ALCHEMY! I want to frame my vision board to the right of me and change out the mirrors in front of me! If I can get someone to re-adapt computer wires, I will flip-flop the desk and dog crates! I semi-went through fabric boxes and have an idea of what projects I will tackle next month! #kmdesignsmerch I will purchase paint and kilz and finally tackle the kitchen. The porches will have to wait til late spring! I took the t-shirt matching down but will relocate it to the back studio room and I am this afternoon moving the printer to the top of the side desk. At some point rebinding the self-help books I created for my students! The basement storeroom needs to be addressed! Needing time to juggle Ruby and my outside gig while remaining in good mental and physical health! I am sure too there is an audiobook I need to listen to for the ongoing business trends for 2025. That's the redo list for now. I am sure after this writing I will lay on the couch and come up with 12? more.
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I read last week most people do not see things in their heads like a movie being played out. How then do people plan and conceive ideas? I see everything in my head not only in a movie form but in a diagram where everything is laid out according to "fit". Stage right stage left. Isn't that how architects see floor plans? It is the foundation to which their structure comes together, right? How does one not have a plan and see it come to fruition? What guidelines do you follow? Even if the first time there needs to be an alternating solution... GO BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD! smh Isn't that the saying? Plan A Plan B and eventually, it all goes according to OLHM The path of least resistance always comes from trial and error and removing the blocks you didn't realize were in the way! There is a consecutive flow that must occur to get an order in which to get things moving and to rise from the ground up to complete the foundation(connection) that you are trying to create from that movie you see in your head! {welcome to my world. You just got a close-up look at my mind. Now get out!}
For the longest time, I thought my ADHD practices were a bit alarming but it turns out that when you have survived life in fight or flight and you are trying to get back to who you are not based on someone else's character version of who they believe you to be... The message gets clear! There is nothing you have I want or need! You no longer have a role in my movie! The action position that was created for you no longer demands your part. You didn't feel the role was important enough to sustain the plot intended for the creation of my project(life)! or for the enjoyment of our life to be lived out! #romcom #drama #buiditandtheycome
If you can't see my vision do not apply for the position or the role that merits... ride off into the sunset and they live happily ever... whatever comes next! #adventure #takingrisk #experiences #beinghealthy #buildingalife
It's how I envision it! It's the movie that gets replayed over and over, Whether my directive teachings are about color theory, perception and perspective, concept and imagery, life coaching, WRITING AND SPEAKING, cut and paste concepts and beliefs; On blast, megaphone and action; you never learned how to (read) find yourself right in the middle of those pages written that said This is your life. Father did not know best!
Where there is no thought to do, following a crowd or conforming to what everybody else does, leaves no room for IMAGINATION and the possibilities that come with it!
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As I try to explain to the women in my Vision Board class, we do not want to be an afterthought following several bad relationships because someone just keeps replacing partners instead of working on themselves. {we have all seen that movie }
We also don't want to be with the person who has made every wrong choice regarding their own lot, space and life and now is settling on... "it's too late" Just "Pick and Pull" #trash {the plot does not thicken. We know how this b-role ends}
Mature intelligent smart women who are reading between the lines and sinking their teeth into new chapters say, It's great you lived this once grand gesture in life. A woman who has compassion and understanding notes your milestones. We applaud... We know at one time, you thought something was to remain noble but all good things come to an end and it is time to embark on different territories with greater routes to explore! {Damn Yankee/ Guys and Dolls} #invigorating
It may be more than cliche but when you know your FIELD OF DREAMS to be as second skin and you have walked that field and you know the crop from the seed to the plant! You do not care who hears the voices you do in your head that make up the life you are trying to EASE THE PAIN! over what will remain! {Glady they will pay! For reasons they cannot explain. Oh yes they will come}
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All thoughts are ideas that become concepts. (you conceive the apparition) The concepts become reality when you apply the narrative to how it is written and formed to be built from a dream script that has been in your head that you have watched over and over!
What does your floor plan look like? How does your script read? What does it all look like as you play and replay?
It is time to Re-do the list!
Fate Turns On a Dime!!!!!
Kitryn Marie
#alchemist #bendreality #Booktheclass
