If That One Thing Never Happened
Holding the vision has never meant more than what it does now. With everything that has transpired over the last 8 years, and certainly within the last 9 mos. I can firmly say, we all are asking; "if it wasn't for that one thing" that someone may have done to you or a choice you made that really changed the course of your reality. Ya know, those things that are gnawing in the back of your head or those gut moments when you hang your head low because you can see the error of a way and it just kinda makes you emotionally sick.
Most recently, I have had to mentally step out of all of the things that have occurred in real-time. I have not watched TV or listened to the news in years. Sensationalism and the lies told so you think the world is coming to a screeching stop. Seriously, I shake my head at the amount of stupidity that has fallen for the hype. Logically, I think all these power-hungry figureheads to be... and their struggle for MORE POWER is not going to allow the world to end so therefore I am going to step back, look deep and work from a realm most do not know how to enter.
The power of prayer is so full of strength and the power to believe that there is a grander scheme for your life depends on what vision you hold when you close your eyes and take yourself out of the soul-sucking routine and or out of the human-induced job/life you have. I am not suggesting you play pretend and just think by osmosis; by just magically snapping your fingers life will be different and "that one thing" never occurred. It is so very cliche to say, "if certain people did not enter and leave and change the very way you look at things it may have never made you stronger, blessed, or maybe even broken." The people that we meet come into our lives for various reasons... some stay and some leave and some always keep you wondering... "that one thing" Lessons in love. Lessons in life... Lessons in understanding what your soul needs to be joyfully content.
Someone once told me, "you can't live on Candy Cane Lane." Yes, I agree with the fact that there has to be a sense of "adulting" responsible for a life adulthood brings but that does not mean you have to settle for anything less than the vision you hold for yourself. It does not matter what that vision looks like to anyone else because if it is not matching the life you currently are living then it's NOT the right life! (That applies to whom you are with also. Habits and what is familiar so you are not alone do not make good bedfellows or keep you joyfully content.)
One day you will wake up and be at an age where life in years will be far behind you and the days ahead will be nothing but x's on a calendar as time passes. The things you fought over will be of no importance and the money spent in ridiculous places and the time you wasted with people who are of no value now; when you should have been paying close attention to the ones that longed for your presence. Kids will have grown and the selfishness of mine, yours, and ours, will have no bearing on what really should have mattered. The things you let go by the wayside out of ego never understanding the heart often lives on Candy Cane Lane. It is the sweet simple enjoyment of what is seen in a vision and felt not only in a heart but one's soul.
With a little more time on my hands, I have been organizing my shoebox of a house as if I am getting ready to have an offer made on it. Oh, there is still plenty of repairs to be done but I am holding the vision someone else is willing to give me happily what I $$$ want for it. I see it! I feel it! The universe (the other realm) will follow along accordingly allowing all the proper channels to show up just as I need and the powers to be will present the right opportunity at the right time. Allowing me the time to do the things I need to do to get in all in order! Harmoniously!
Sometimes a person has to take themself out of a situation and I mean physically out of an equation so that vision can come forefront and where nothing else can be seen. It's not about the size of the vision because nothing is too big to believe in when it's the right view. Not all things are based on human dealings. ( you can read into that any way you choose)
Let me change something up here for just a moment. When I write in my journal or draw what I see/ hold in my thoughts, I write as if I am being taught what it will take to get me in the correct frame of mind; to feel it as if it is already occurring. I draw in the real-time of how I see myself living in an environment that is conducive to the vision I hold. If you are with the wrong crowd, the wrong partner the wrong anything... their influence will have your vision based on their current situation, taking away from the perspective you hold so true to your core. It is not your job to change their view of whatever they are going through, it is though your job to remain in your thought for the life planned that you see for you to live. I can be a bit more specific... I see/hold in my thoughts; a 2800 sq ft house. 10-13 acres, a barn, a few horses, one of those long-haired cows, chickens... of course, my dogs and cats. I see an outbuilding which will house "MY Work" because working from home will have a different feel. My gifts and talents will continue to allow me multiple streams of income to afford the adult life that I desire. This has been my CANDY CANE LANE for as long as I can remember. So what does your Candy Cane look like? Nothing is too big to see or dream. Are you joyfully content?
Since all of these mind-blowing stupid shutdowns have occurred, it has taken away from how people have thought for themselves. They have given up their vision and have traded it off succumbing to the doom and gloom, by listening to the poisonous lies spewed by the media. You have given away your thoughts and given into their current stance that they have wanted you to believe! Keeping you from seeing what you need to live for the life conducive for you! Please turn off the TV. Sit within yourself close your eyes and feel your vision!!!
I have not been able to teach any of my classes because the fear mongers have instilled a panic. This panic has taken away from how people choose to think for themselves and live their life. Very many have given up on a dream. For an entrepreneur to be told stop dreaming... stop creating the life you need that earns you an income (because the Government cant make enough money off of you and would like you to become state-dependent and lose your middle-class status is sadistic in more ways than one!)
Holding your thoughts and visions in that other realm right now depends on your visionary means. (That realm is Asking, are you joyfully content?) What are you willing to walk away from, turn off and physically ignore to get you back on the path to creating the life you desire so you too can live on your CANDY CANE LANE? Haven't we all been through enough? Continuing to wonder "if that one thing" hadn't occurred, where would you be now?
Be Happy Be Blessed,
Kitryn Marie
