MENDACITY
One of my very favorite movies is "Cat On A Hot Tin Roof" In spite of the incredible characters played and played by; one of the most compelling stories about truths and what people just refuse to see and come to terms with! MENDACITY! A lot like what our country currently is facing! MENDACITY!
There is a stain. There is a cancer and it is in each and every one of our guts! Some refuse to see and come to terms with the boldface facts! The Dr's report is in and we, the other half are being so misled by the democratic party. MENDACITY! Have we the people not seen enough, been through enough? Tormented and verbally tortured by such falsities over this last decade. All, we the people are still wanting and needing the truth so we can get on with all of our lives and find some normalcy. Yes, I said it normalcy! That makes each and everyone feel like something is right again. The void that still sits within us is unscrupulous!
We are searching for a healthy vibrant normalcy; a revitalized routine that works for each of us in our daily lives something that will make us feel at ease with the decisions and choices that we now have to make. We may never be able to go back and resume what inevitably failed us but there has to be a way to start with some sound reason to continue in a better direction with resilient hope! Avoiding heartaches, brokenness and failures at all cost so the rug never again to be pulled out from underneath us!
I recently was having a conversation about the effects of losing my "Big" job in 2008. The ending of that position in cumulation with the economy crashing sped forward in motion a riveting downward spiral chain of events that ultimately changed the course of my life. Along with the pressure of a failing austerity set forth by a presidency, (at that time) it crippled my independence, ripped away my identity and shattered every belief system that had previously worked in my life like a charm. We can copulate that with a socio-effect in my personal relationships and the hardships placed upon me for no longer measuring up to something that was no more. Nothing from nothing is nothing... and when someone else was looking for cookies, the jar was coming up empty!
As I was struggling to truly make ends meet I was lambasted for not contributing to another's idea of how life should be accommodated. When love should have stepped in and said, "we will get through this." It said, "you are not doing enough."(so I am going to go off and find someone else to make my life easier... ) With a resounding echo of "I AM NOT GOING TO SUPPORT YOU" Those harsh cruel hurtful words still today haunt me. It goes against my very grain, I want no one to financially support me. I do not ever want to be in that same position where I have no means emotionally, mentally or physically to take care of myself.
Now the person I was having the conversation with said, "what does it matter? It happened some many years back. What difference does it make now" After a few days of pondering why this all still bothers me tremendously it is because it still matters. The lingering effects of recovery along with a 10 year+ span of my life trying to recuperate from MENDACITY! A decade of atrocity and falsities that played out in a fashion that never should have occurred. That type of trickery, deceitfulness and blatant ignorance should have never descended in my life or on a larger scale the world at hand. MENDACITY!
(Without getting too far off-topic as characters in my book would say,) "Think of all the good things that could have written about... if?" Hank loved throwing things in her face. If it wasn't another woman's name or recalling out loud a past female's private body part just to be plain nasty and indignant. He would throw out for shits sakes " I tried to love you. Boy did I try! But you made it impossible!" Beau stood there blankly looking at him, shaking her head in amazement, very calmly staring him in the eyes and asking, how? By placing your d..k in other nasty c.nts? By being drunk and showing up like all is supposed to be wonderful because you are present?
Hank had not much of a come back with that type of truth? She could see him searching someone ready to grab at straws for some ridiculous verbiage. He refused to see the stain, the cancer, and the god awful illness that still sat in her gut.
There is a stain. There is a cancer and it is in each and every one of our guts! Some refuse to see and come to terms with the boldface facts! The Dr's report is in and we, the other half are being so misled by the democratic party. MENDACITY! Have we the people not seen enough, been through enough? Tormented and verbally tortured by such falsities over this last decade. All, we the people are still wanting and needing the truth so we can get on with all of our lives and find some normalcy. Yes, I said it normalcy! That makes each and everyone feel like something is right again. The void that still sits within us is unscrupulous!
We are searching for a healthy vibrant normalcy; a revitalized routine that works for each of us in our daily lives something that will make us feel at ease with the decisions and choices that we now have to make. We may never be able to go back and resume what inevitably failed us but there has to be a way to start with some sound reason to continue in a better direction with resilient hope! Avoiding heartaches, brokenness and failures at all cost so the rug never again to be pulled out from underneath us!
I recently was having a conversation about the effects of losing my "Big" job in 2008. The ending of that position in cumulation with the economy crashing sped forward in motion a riveting downward spiral chain of events that ultimately changed the course of my life. Along with the pressure of a failing austerity set forth by a presidency, (at that time) it crippled my independence, ripped away my identity and shattered every belief system that had previously worked in my life like a charm. We can copulate that with a socio-effect in my personal relationships and the hardships placed upon me for no longer measuring up to something that was no more. Nothing from nothing is nothing... and when someone else was looking for cookies, the jar was coming up empty!
As I was struggling to truly make ends meet I was lambasted for not contributing to another's idea of how life should be accommodated. When love should have stepped in and said, "we will get through this." It said, "you are not doing enough."(so I am going to go off and find someone else to make my life easier... ) With a resounding echo of "I AM NOT GOING TO SUPPORT YOU" Those harsh cruel hurtful words still today haunt me. It goes against my very grain, I want no one to financially support me. I do not ever want to be in that same position where I have no means emotionally, mentally or physically to take care of myself.
Now the person I was having the conversation with said, "what does it matter? It happened some many years back. What difference does it make now" After a few days of pondering why this all still bothers me tremendously it is because it still matters. The lingering effects of recovery along with a 10 year+ span of my life trying to recuperate from MENDACITY! A decade of atrocity and falsities that played out in a fashion that never should have occurred. That type of trickery, deceitfulness and blatant ignorance should have never descended in my life or on a larger scale the world at hand. MENDACITY!
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When He Had Her
(Without getting too far off-topic as characters in my book would say,) "Think of all the good things that could have written about... if?" Hank loved throwing things in her face. If it wasn't another woman's name or recalling out loud a past female's private body part just to be plain nasty and indignant. He would throw out for shits sakes " I tried to love you. Boy did I try! But you made it impossible!" Beau stood there blankly looking at him, shaking her head in amazement, very calmly staring him in the eyes and asking, how? By placing your d..k in other nasty c.nts? By being drunk and showing up like all is supposed to be wonderful because you are present?
Hank had not much of a come back with that type of truth? She could see him searching someone ready to grab at straws for some ridiculous verbiage. He refused to see the stain, the cancer, and the god awful illness that still sat in her gut.
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Just as Maggie the cat had her claws out ready to face and reveal all the truths. Brick stood there refusing to see any of it because it is just easier to pretend all is going to be well and life's defeats could go on to be ignored so nothing ever had to change or be revealed. The Dr's report is out and now...
I truly believe we have a country with claws out ready to reckon with what caused this decade of MENDACITY.
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Kitryn Marie
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