To Serve

There are certain things that I have been known to get on my preaching box! Yes, I have been known to beat a dead horse until I get to the root of the cause.  As I seek out every avenue until I find clarification on the matters I need to know! See those matters are important to me! Those matters have gravely affected my life and continue to do so! Those matters are close to my heart and are embedded in my soul.

See there are soul contracts... things that have been written so far before you or I became familiar with: what it means to really have a soul. The physical world depends on living with heart but the transcendental being that has been put here on this earth at this time, for a purpose, their life depends on living with soul.

Let me first say very loudly; Unfinished business... does not stop on this earth plane. Karma does follow from life to life until reckoned with so if some wrongdoing has been done in your current life and it has not been dealt with, I am here to say, it too will follow you into the next! You can't escape all the horrific wrong! Avoidance of any kind and or death does not exempt karma. It follows... from life to life! (Look up the Akashic Records)

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*Don't tell a little girl to figure it out herself and then later in life reprimand her on the scrutinous details about being responsible and accountable for self and all actions towards!* 

Don't then expect  a grown woman,  to fall on her knees to worship a man that has not been able to see his way out and away from repeated behavioral patterns that he has known his whole life;  Knowing what he is doing has not been right, although he continues on with another and will refuse to address the situations. Matter of factly knowing exactly what he has done, and refuses to speak up about his actions, yet still very well aware of the damage caused still continuing on with "business"  Do not expect that strong-willed, smart women who has been accountable for herself all her life, to not see it for how it was and the self-serving motives that took place!

*UNDERSTAND*

She chose to have a higher standard towards a higher purpose,  never wanting to fall prey to a man that only wanted to have it his way, expecting her to follow him around like a SERVANT ... expecting her to wait in some shadow while waiting for affection when the "time" was right and or convenient for him. When the bible talked about serving, this was not how it was meant!

To Serve Means What?

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It is one thing to give help to a cause but it is another when that time spent elsewhere diverts from the real issue at hand. When that help has been given but yet is still looking for a special accolade for the work done, that person is looking for some kind of nourishment to feed an empty vessel... a blank hole that sits deep within one's soul.

Pay attention to the words spoken!!! Listen to the dialog and conversations being had and heard!!!!! "If it wasn't for me, do you know how much it would cost them!" It's a good thing I'm here and they know me!" "but I did this for________" Being knowledgeable in a field is one thing but when one needs to be put on a pedestal for the work at hand... be so very careful where those "Hollywood lights" shine. People with good intention do not need recognition of any kind. They do not need to be put on any kind of display nor does any extra attention need to be doted on them! A good deed is a good deed but an ego fed deed will expect all the bells and whistles to be directed at them! "LOOK AT ME"

The woman that follows that lead will completely become a puppet on a string taking orders and following directions just to be apart of the "act" HE NEEDS ME! NO, he needs you to believe he needs you! You are only there to serve him! And in order for him to control your every move and get what he wants, he will give you direction making you feel like you "are so apart of his world!"! (Now would be a very good time to reflect on your placement in this operation)

These types of people do not yet recognize the heart or the soul. They only recognize the physical aspects of what is happening for them! "Life does not happen to you! Life happens for you!" You have to recognize your placement in the situations! If you are doing some deed to self-serve... karma says, " what goes around comes around." Christianity says, "Do unto others as you would have done to you." Man says, "reverse the role???" If the act is of selfish nature and self-serving...The law of the universe says, " you will never know the damage caused until it done to you that is why I am here... TO REMIND!" Karma sees to it for every poor acted choice, it multiplies complications into your life typically 10-fold!

To be accountable and responsible, paying attention to one's heart and soul, one has to recognize all patterns when doing deeds! To be self-less one expects nothing! There is no light to be shed except what deems from inside/within!

An empty vessel will attach itself to any entity that is filled with other individuals that lack of or addicted personalities. Addicted individuals will congregate with each other (like attracts alike) and if one is just a little smarter,  he will make himself shine a little brighter to make himself look better than the others!!! Making himself feel good about the "task" at hand!  An insecure person will put them self in some limelight to make themselves look like some kind of hero! It is a self-serving act making it look like they are their to "help and give assistance" when in fact they are doing it for sole recognition!

A greater cause is not self-serving. A greater cause is for the greater of mankind with no hoo-haw to be had. A person who is truly accountable and responsible for all acts committed karma rewards with a life full of enrichment and personal joy!

Joy is long lasting! Happy is what you feel for the moment! Passion is something you throw yourself in being accountable, responsible and present at all times never expecting anything but Joy in return! If one is truly serving, joy is the only motive! There is absolutely no ego in joy! There is only passion!

So for that little girl that was drilled on about responsibility and accountability... She grew up into a woman that knew exactly what giving meant! That woman who wears her heart on her sleeve and her soul that expects nothing in return but to be fulfilled with the passion she shares!  See there are soul contracts... things that have been written so far before you or I became familiar with what it means to really have a soul. The physical world depends on living with heart but the transcendental being that has been put here on this earth at this time, for a purpose depends on living with soul.

Check your motives! Put yourself in check and ask yourself who are you really serving? Karma is watching! Karma knows all... and it will follow you till all the wrongs are corrected from lifetime to lifetime!

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Kitryn Marie
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