Lost and Now Found... Probably NOT!
I do love when people say, I found Jesus! Any spiritual person knows, Jesus was never lost... Been right there the whole time! There is then the person that exclaims, I was trying to find myself... as if all the bad and horrific behavior excuses the person's actions declaring that the person was lost and aimlessly causing havoc in peoples lives without knowing. Kinda mind boggling... isn't it?
Yes people do go through many phases in their life and yes you do learn lessons from experiences but when a person intentionally sets forth and does the same thing over and over and over, with malintent, you are not looking for yourself. You are setting up in motion destruction and implodement in peoples lives. The person who is trying really hard to find themselves doesn't live life on a train track derailing every person they come into contact with. Finding oneself is the action of bettering their life and adding something of value to another!
A person who has mimicked behavior and is expecting to live the me, me, me, life... gaining from whoever they meet to meet their selfish motives, they come from a life of parents that constantly gave and did with no consequences. The child that the parent praises and puts on a pedestal with no merit of earning the praise. It is the child that grows into the man that feels entitled to take whatever at the expense of anyone offering something of value to him. (or her) If there is something in it for him!!!! He is there!
It is the grown man that proclaims, a bunch of hooey for praise and adoration just for the ruckus he can create. It is also the grown man that has learned how to use women to his advantage when his luck has been down and or when the need of his own children could not be met. It is the man that has learned to play the game though malicious motives to get whatever he wants at the expense of someone else.
The selfish motives of this type of person will demand praise and accolades for any act he does like a child who marches into the living room putting on a show or throwing a tantrum. It is for the show! The attention whether it be good or bad. A person learns how to play the game and play the game good! He knows when to dip in, snatch up, fill the fix, run to catch a break so he can rebuild momentum to start again.
The game player will continuously reach out long after relationships have ended to see if there is a way to put a foot in the door. He will drive by where you live, where you work... he will make sure you know of his next conquest sending pictures as if that is going to make a difference to whomever. That person has one in the wings waiting... and someone always playing second to his lie of a first! A player is a player is a player as to the bar he hangs and the scenes he sets up and creates!
The selfish man and the game player will leave his children unattended to fend for themselves, leaving a blank check for pizza or less than adequate food in a cupboard. Often too drunk to attend any school function but yet will blame the other person which he is involved for lack of involvement... when the truth is a drunk making a spectacle in a school environment in front of the child and or their friends...EMBARRASSING FOR ALL!
The selfish person who has looked for himself claims the horrible acts committed against his children, why gasp! In his own house, electric and water shut off... hoses sifened from a neighbor to have water, all the while his children have called the person he is involved asking for food, and to do laundry and to take them to places... because that person who is looking to find himself cannot be found ANYWHERE!
Yes, I find it pretty ironic the person who claims he was trying to find himself... is seen in plain sight at very many bars with very many different cheap women. Really is that lost... everyone else is seeing him in plain sight! A person looking to find themselves... looks for real! Looks for enrichment! Looks to add value and a worth of substance... gaining attributes and sharing heartfelt contributions. Not stealing anything for the sake of self!
Projects that are started and never finished, meals that are on the table waiting for hours, angry words and abusive hands that are laid upon the person who is there trying to help build something and maintain stability to children who have been abandoned! The person who claims to be looking for himself... if he looked in the mirror, he was there the whole time... blaming the wrong person for his horrid acts of abuse, selfishness and neglect!
The life of an addict growing up feeling entitled to it all... but god forbid the other person need a thing! and take away from his thunderous trainwrecks. To ghost a person and then continuously reach out... is psychological torture. To walk into where they work and drive by their house (still to this day!)... seen by everyone! Despicable... to leave a mess that was created by that person and then has the audacity to lie about the other person and blame the other person for horrible acts they committed... ONE NEEDS TO BACKTRACK AND LOOK AT THE SITUATION AGAIN! THEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR.!!!!
And finally, the person who is looking for himself does not find them self in other women's beds or have them move in with him behind his girlfriends back... NOT ONCE BUT 3 TIMES!
So while that person is out looking to find himself... he might as well look for Jesus too! because that is the only person that MIGHT forgive him for horrid acts of treacherous abuse!
A leopard does not change his spots no matter how many towns over he moves too! the man that is king of the road... will travel any length to escape claiming to find himself! and for any woman he picks up on his lost beaten path... stay tuned. All trainwrecks make the front page of some news rag!
Trailers for sale or rent!
Meet Me In St. Louis
Kitryn Marie
Yes people do go through many phases in their life and yes you do learn lessons from experiences but when a person intentionally sets forth and does the same thing over and over and over, with malintent, you are not looking for yourself. You are setting up in motion destruction and implodement in peoples lives. The person who is trying really hard to find themselves doesn't live life on a train track derailing every person they come into contact with. Finding oneself is the action of bettering their life and adding something of value to another!
A person who has mimicked behavior and is expecting to live the me, me, me, life... gaining from whoever they meet to meet their selfish motives, they come from a life of parents that constantly gave and did with no consequences. The child that the parent praises and puts on a pedestal with no merit of earning the praise. It is the child that grows into the man that feels entitled to take whatever at the expense of anyone offering something of value to him. (or her) If there is something in it for him!!!! He is there!
It is the grown man that proclaims, a bunch of hooey for praise and adoration just for the ruckus he can create. It is also the grown man that has learned how to use women to his advantage when his luck has been down and or when the need of his own children could not be met. It is the man that has learned to play the game though malicious motives to get whatever he wants at the expense of someone else.
The selfish motives of this type of person will demand praise and accolades for any act he does like a child who marches into the living room putting on a show or throwing a tantrum. It is for the show! The attention whether it be good or bad. A person learns how to play the game and play the game good! He knows when to dip in, snatch up, fill the fix, run to catch a break so he can rebuild momentum to start again.
The game player will continuously reach out long after relationships have ended to see if there is a way to put a foot in the door. He will drive by where you live, where you work... he will make sure you know of his next conquest sending pictures as if that is going to make a difference to whomever. That person has one in the wings waiting... and someone always playing second to his lie of a first! A player is a player is a player as to the bar he hangs and the scenes he sets up and creates!
The selfish man and the game player will leave his children unattended to fend for themselves, leaving a blank check for pizza or less than adequate food in a cupboard. Often too drunk to attend any school function but yet will blame the other person which he is involved for lack of involvement... when the truth is a drunk making a spectacle in a school environment in front of the child and or their friends...EMBARRASSING FOR ALL!
The selfish person who has looked for himself claims the horrible acts committed against his children, why gasp! In his own house, electric and water shut off... hoses sifened from a neighbor to have water, all the while his children have called the person he is involved asking for food, and to do laundry and to take them to places... because that person who is looking to find himself cannot be found ANYWHERE!
Yes, I find it pretty ironic the person who claims he was trying to find himself... is seen in plain sight at very many bars with very many different cheap women. Really is that lost... everyone else is seeing him in plain sight! A person looking to find themselves... looks for real! Looks for enrichment! Looks to add value and a worth of substance... gaining attributes and sharing heartfelt contributions. Not stealing anything for the sake of self!
Projects that are started and never finished, meals that are on the table waiting for hours, angry words and abusive hands that are laid upon the person who is there trying to help build something and maintain stability to children who have been abandoned! The person who claims to be looking for himself... if he looked in the mirror, he was there the whole time... blaming the wrong person for his horrid acts of abuse, selfishness and neglect!
The life of an addict growing up feeling entitled to it all... but god forbid the other person need a thing! and take away from his thunderous trainwrecks. To ghost a person and then continuously reach out... is psychological torture. To walk into where they work and drive by their house (still to this day!)... seen by everyone! Despicable... to leave a mess that was created by that person and then has the audacity to lie about the other person and blame the other person for horrible acts they committed... ONE NEEDS TO BACKTRACK AND LOOK AT THE SITUATION AGAIN! THEN LOOK IN THE MIRROR.!!!!
And finally, the person who is looking for himself does not find them self in other women's beds or have them move in with him behind his girlfriends back... NOT ONCE BUT 3 TIMES!
So while that person is out looking to find himself... he might as well look for Jesus too! because that is the only person that MIGHT forgive him for horrid acts of treacherous abuse!
A leopard does not change his spots no matter how many towns over he moves too! the man that is king of the road... will travel any length to escape claiming to find himself! and for any woman he picks up on his lost beaten path... stay tuned. All trainwrecks make the front page of some news rag!
Trailers for sale or rent!
Meet Me In St. Louis
Kitryn Marie
