Patience a Virtue... Well Not For Me!
Patience has never been one of my strong suits, so it seems the ball gets rolling and I have to sit back and wait for its slow approach. Although my forecast, psychic readings and angel interpretations, LOL all have read clear ahead... get ready, life is about to snowball! (Can I have that writing in stone?) It is not happening fast enough.
What is it about change and wanting it to manifest at ground breaking speed? I'm done, mind spent and tired, burnt out and bored with this lifestyle that I have been managing to maintain in this shoe box house. There is more I see it! I know it innately and I know what's best for me (right now) We all have that nagging voice in the back of our heads that say, "Whose life is this? this isn't mine? This is not what I signed up for?"I'm ready to go, move forward, shift the axis and do something completely out of the normal (Ha!) standard of the current realm. DONE!
So it seems every chance I get, I run to Washington Mo. I can not get enough out of this town. It is my town!!! and no one can convince me of anything different. When my time permits and I have the strength, I run to Catawissa to deal with the horses! It is physically exhausting but I lovingly put myself through an insane workout to challenge this chronic leukemia I have. I am not, I will not give in to the constant fatigue and the at times overwhelming weakness that makes me sick to my stomach. I refuse!!!!!to stop forcing myself to do things that I love and enjoy. (It has been a long time coming this joy and I will not stop!)
I can not go back and reverse what should have never have happened, therefore I pray, wish, do magic and hope I am catapulted into the next phase of my life and anyone that has tried to destroy my well being needs to completely leave me alone. That phase is done and there is not enough Karma to rebound back to...
I run... run to this place where peace transcends and I hear myself laugh. I laugh out loud! I have ridiculous conversations with these horses. These magical beings that turn their head to look at me from side view. They put their huge faces next to mine... they come in for kisses and I just laugh! I want my own... 6, 12... 142! It makes me happy! All I can say!!!!! IT MAKES ME FREAKING HAPPY!
Waiting, waiting, waiting... on the publishing contract! While its all still ago... I wait for verification! Then I finish, submit and plan to travel for the book signing. That will be the sling shot move to make the above paragraph happen. (I know it! I feel it!)
Speaking of manifesting, weren't we??? I write these little meme's and leave them around my house. I post them on my social sites, I say them out loud... If I say anything with clear purpose and intent, It has no other way but to present itself to me! That is the law of the universe! That is how it all works! You believe as you say it all!
I am enough! I am talented!!!! I am loyal!!!! I am honest! I have a good heart! I am loving!! I am healthy! $90,000.00 is coming to me! I will own horses... 6, 12, 142... fuck throw in cows, chickens, llamas, sheep and goat! MINE Its gonna be mine!!!!!!!! On 20 acres with that barn!!! I am hard working! I work hard... I go after my dreams! I will not settle!!! I believe in me! I believe in life and happiness and the pursuit of internal peace! All while I create the lifestyle I am going to be living! (and yes I have someone in mind that is going to live with me in this life! He too wants exactly what I want!) I will remain as healthy as I can! By my higher power, all my strength will be renewed! I will be healed!!! Amen, the end! From my lips to God's ears! Again AMEN!
In the meantime, my photography continues. My art grows and talent just keeps improving with a following that I never could have imagined! My patience though growing thinner and thinner... I tell myself breathe, breathe. I have come so far...
And here we have it on this Saturday morning on October 29th, 2016... stay tuned, the channel always gets tuned and the characters and all the events just keep changing! It's a grand life! The only way I will have it!
Meet Me In St. Louis,
Kitryn Marie
What is it about change and wanting it to manifest at ground breaking speed? I'm done, mind spent and tired, burnt out and bored with this lifestyle that I have been managing to maintain in this shoe box house. There is more I see it! I know it innately and I know what's best for me (right now) We all have that nagging voice in the back of our heads that say, "Whose life is this? this isn't mine? This is not what I signed up for?"I'm ready to go, move forward, shift the axis and do something completely out of the normal (Ha!) standard of the current realm. DONE!
So it seems every chance I get, I run to Washington Mo. I can not get enough out of this town. It is my town!!! and no one can convince me of anything different. When my time permits and I have the strength, I run to Catawissa to deal with the horses! It is physically exhausting but I lovingly put myself through an insane workout to challenge this chronic leukemia I have. I am not, I will not give in to the constant fatigue and the at times overwhelming weakness that makes me sick to my stomach. I refuse!!!!!to stop forcing myself to do things that I love and enjoy. (It has been a long time coming this joy and I will not stop!)
I can not go back and reverse what should have never have happened, therefore I pray, wish, do magic and hope I am catapulted into the next phase of my life and anyone that has tried to destroy my well being needs to completely leave me alone. That phase is done and there is not enough Karma to rebound back to...
I run... run to this place where peace transcends and I hear myself laugh. I laugh out loud! I have ridiculous conversations with these horses. These magical beings that turn their head to look at me from side view. They put their huge faces next to mine... they come in for kisses and I just laugh! I want my own... 6, 12... 142! It makes me happy! All I can say!!!!! IT MAKES ME FREAKING HAPPY!
Waiting, waiting, waiting... on the publishing contract! While its all still ago... I wait for verification! Then I finish, submit and plan to travel for the book signing. That will be the sling shot move to make the above paragraph happen. (I know it! I feel it!)
Speaking of manifesting, weren't we??? I write these little meme's and leave them around my house. I post them on my social sites, I say them out loud... If I say anything with clear purpose and intent, It has no other way but to present itself to me! That is the law of the universe! That is how it all works! You believe as you say it all!
I am enough! I am talented!!!! I am loyal!!!! I am honest! I have a good heart! I am loving!! I am healthy! $90,000.00 is coming to me! I will own horses... 6, 12, 142... fuck throw in cows, chickens, llamas, sheep and goat! MINE Its gonna be mine!!!!!!!! On 20 acres with that barn!!! I am hard working! I work hard... I go after my dreams! I will not settle!!! I believe in me! I believe in life and happiness and the pursuit of internal peace! All while I create the lifestyle I am going to be living! (and yes I have someone in mind that is going to live with me in this life! He too wants exactly what I want!) I will remain as healthy as I can! By my higher power, all my strength will be renewed! I will be healed!!! Amen, the end! From my lips to God's ears! Again AMEN!
In the meantime, my photography continues. My art grows and talent just keeps improving with a following that I never could have imagined! My patience though growing thinner and thinner... I tell myself breathe, breathe. I have come so far...
And here we have it on this Saturday morning on October 29th, 2016... stay tuned, the channel always gets tuned and the characters and all the events just keep changing! It's a grand life! The only way I will have it!
Meet Me In St. Louis,
Kitryn Marie
