What's Meant To Be Will Find Its Way...
Well Hi! How are you? It's been a while now, hasn't it? IDK guess I have been busy, in a funk... staying to myself, reconfiguring, juggling? Doing quite the balancing act... I am just trying to figure my life out. Trying to contemplate my next move... health, love, and the infamous struggle for fame and fortune. I'm just trying to work... Oh, ya know that four letter word that is highly over rated! That four letter word that makes you money so you can survive! You know... W-O-R-K! so it's been said, " if you can't be happy, you might as well work!" ( I laugh!!! No, really I humorously laugh!)
Where do I begin? The book... My travel escapades. ON HOLD! All I can say, on hold. Glitches and hold ups... Promises with nothing backing it... AS OF RIGHT NOW! My other writings, my other story lines... in mental process. The characters are all still there! (trust me on that... the one that keeps reappearing) Art imitating life and vice a verse. So much more on these love triangles to come! Mistakes, regrets, lies, THE TRUTHS, and loss, lots of loss. Man's best friend was not a dog... in so many cases! Beauty and beast... and all the things that make people gasp with OMG are you kidding me? And shaking heads and wringing hands for what's all to come in chapters yet to be written and read. I'm stuck writing a chapter... When He Had Her / "Why is it when I get you back, you are fat?" What's with all this bleeding" Just common sense... and the realization on what was unfolding. The deception from a man living two lives... and the crumbling of truth.
The hard fact about life... many live double lives. They can't be happy with what they have. They know something is seriously missing but yet no backbone to do anything about it... and not to rock the house or disrupt the back account and shatter the obvious lie... they ignore, pretend and continue with their truths on what works selfishly only for them. Serving them only! (Again I laugh) Matters of the heart must be addressed and never ignored. You don't get it both ways... EVER!
I have been dating. The way I look at it... I get to get dolled up and hold intelligent conversation with some serious arm candy. ( A practical high standard. Noble and Worthy to which I want to give my time) The balancing act (No circus or drama needed)... date a few at a time. No reason to attach... DO NOT ATTACH YOURSELF TO ANYTHING YOU CAN NOT WALK AWAY FROM! (Why there is a familiar ring to that! Once more I laugh) Life is short. I owe no one any excuse on how I choose to live my life... NOW! I too get to do, what I want, when I want to do it! (In sarcasm) I learned from the masters! Serendipity... and some very serious eye catching... breathtaking moments! Intelligence is sexy as fuck! and I will leave that just there!
My horses... God, I love my horses! These massive equines recognize me and allow me to sometimes not so gracefully deal with them. Coordination not my strongest suite but I give it my all. So much I am learning from the owner.(Meadowcrest Rescue Ranch) Clearly, to spell it out, there is a huge, ginormous difference in trail riding and getting lessons! I am not sure which direction it will lead me but I am risking bones, bruises, torn muscles and right now the cold to figure how this is all going to play into my future. I feel extremely blessed and thankful the owner of Meadowcrest is allowing me this experience. In return, she has asked me to head up and come up with a drill team routine for the horses I am becoming very familiar with. Parades and events are my thing... and all those years (long ago) being a pom pon girl and marching in too many parades to even remember to count, I know a thing or two about routines. So it would seem I am in my element. My riders are wonderful and they listen and they get what I am directing! Happy... in a round about, out of left field kind a way, I am ecstatically happy! Dad wanted me to be a race horse jockey. LOL This is about as close to that as I can come at the ripe old age of 55!!! Like my sister says, " who knew at this age I would become a horse whisper/trainer) I just need to learn how to dress for the cold... holy sh.. its f&*%$#ckn cold! In spite of a serious hurt shoulder and my white count being elevated... I AM NOT GIVING UP OR STOPPING! This work is my salvation at the moment and I do see some kind of future with it. (Not for me to question how. I just know it is!)
My photography is still in the works. My teaching and paintings are still happening at a slower pace... and I am continuing to look for opportunities in all areas of where work for the almighty dollar persist. I am loving what I do... and God willing with all the angels assisting, there is money to be made and some kind of fame and fortune to be found.
2016 for me was the year of answers not received, adventure, passion... hold up, hold on and wait. A stalemate... the pawn, the queen and who am I really protecting and why am I doing it? My life my truth... when someone gets hurt... you do not get to tell them it didn;t happen and they did not cause it! I no longer will protect anyone but me ...
The holidays are approaching and I am living moments at a time with them. A person can not help to reflect on past ones and the disappointments a few have had... I probably miss my dad the most at Christmas. No secrets... Dad made it all happen at Christmas. No matter what happened during the year, Christmas was magical. I still believe in the magic!
2017, I am wanting... my health restored. I want all my energy back!!! I want my shoulder to please stop hurting. (waiting on orthopedic Dr) I want love to find its way to me and fight for me! I need it to take a stand and show actions of truth and sincerity backed by loyalty. I want this damn wall to disintegrate ... be gone. I want to work... I don't need fame and fortune. I need recognition for all the work I do with a decent amount of abundance behind it all! I want to move... physically move and head in another direction so that I can have this horse play all come about. I see it... all I can say, I see it!
If I go silent... please know there is more going on behind the scenes that anyone could have ever imagined. No one is harder on me than me! So before anyone goes slinging accusations you better wash your own hands! I am only today a better version than what I was yesterday. I am in NO competition with a sole. Whats meant to be will find its way... and Karma always! (and I mean ALWAYS) finds its way back!
Merry Christmas... Happy Holidays... AND BLESSINGS!
Meet Me In St. Louis,
Kitryn Marie
Where do I begin? The book... My travel escapades. ON HOLD! All I can say, on hold. Glitches and hold ups... Promises with nothing backing it... AS OF RIGHT NOW! My other writings, my other story lines... in mental process. The characters are all still there! (trust me on that... the one that keeps reappearing) Art imitating life and vice a verse. So much more on these love triangles to come! Mistakes, regrets, lies, THE TRUTHS, and loss, lots of loss. Man's best friend was not a dog... in so many cases! Beauty and beast... and all the things that make people gasp with OMG are you kidding me? And shaking heads and wringing hands for what's all to come in chapters yet to be written and read. I'm stuck writing a chapter... When He Had Her / "Why is it when I get you back, you are fat?" What's with all this bleeding" Just common sense... and the realization on what was unfolding. The deception from a man living two lives... and the crumbling of truth.
The hard fact about life... many live double lives. They can't be happy with what they have. They know something is seriously missing but yet no backbone to do anything about it... and not to rock the house or disrupt the back account and shatter the obvious lie... they ignore, pretend and continue with their truths on what works selfishly only for them. Serving them only! (Again I laugh) Matters of the heart must be addressed and never ignored. You don't get it both ways... EVER!
I have been dating. The way I look at it... I get to get dolled up and hold intelligent conversation with some serious arm candy. ( A practical high standard. Noble and Worthy to which I want to give my time) The balancing act (No circus or drama needed)... date a few at a time. No reason to attach... DO NOT ATTACH YOURSELF TO ANYTHING YOU CAN NOT WALK AWAY FROM! (Why there is a familiar ring to that! Once more I laugh) Life is short. I owe no one any excuse on how I choose to live my life... NOW! I too get to do, what I want, when I want to do it! (In sarcasm) I learned from the masters! Serendipity... and some very serious eye catching... breathtaking moments! Intelligence is sexy as fuck! and I will leave that just there!
My horses... God, I love my horses! These massive equines recognize me and allow me to sometimes not so gracefully deal with them. Coordination not my strongest suite but I give it my all. So much I am learning from the owner.(Meadowcrest Rescue Ranch) Clearly, to spell it out, there is a huge, ginormous difference in trail riding and getting lessons! I am not sure which direction it will lead me but I am risking bones, bruises, torn muscles and right now the cold to figure how this is all going to play into my future. I feel extremely blessed and thankful the owner of Meadowcrest is allowing me this experience. In return, she has asked me to head up and come up with a drill team routine for the horses I am becoming very familiar with. Parades and events are my thing... and all those years (long ago) being a pom pon girl and marching in too many parades to even remember to count, I know a thing or two about routines. So it would seem I am in my element. My riders are wonderful and they listen and they get what I am directing! Happy... in a round about, out of left field kind a way, I am ecstatically happy! Dad wanted me to be a race horse jockey. LOL This is about as close to that as I can come at the ripe old age of 55!!! Like my sister says, " who knew at this age I would become a horse whisper/trainer) I just need to learn how to dress for the cold... holy sh.. its f&*%$#ckn cold! In spite of a serious hurt shoulder and my white count being elevated... I AM NOT GIVING UP OR STOPPING! This work is my salvation at the moment and I do see some kind of future with it. (Not for me to question how. I just know it is!)
My photography is still in the works. My teaching and paintings are still happening at a slower pace... and I am continuing to look for opportunities in all areas of where work for the almighty dollar persist. I am loving what I do... and God willing with all the angels assisting, there is money to be made and some kind of fame and fortune to be found.
2016 for me was the year of answers not received, adventure, passion... hold up, hold on and wait. A stalemate... the pawn, the queen and who am I really protecting and why am I doing it? My life my truth... when someone gets hurt... you do not get to tell them it didn;t happen and they did not cause it! I no longer will protect anyone but me ...
The holidays are approaching and I am living moments at a time with them. A person can not help to reflect on past ones and the disappointments a few have had... I probably miss my dad the most at Christmas. No secrets... Dad made it all happen at Christmas. No matter what happened during the year, Christmas was magical. I still believe in the magic!
2017, I am wanting... my health restored. I want all my energy back!!! I want my shoulder to please stop hurting. (waiting on orthopedic Dr) I want love to find its way to me and fight for me! I need it to take a stand and show actions of truth and sincerity backed by loyalty. I want this damn wall to disintegrate ... be gone. I want to work... I don't need fame and fortune. I need recognition for all the work I do with a decent amount of abundance behind it all! I want to move... physically move and head in another direction so that I can have this horse play all come about. I see it... all I can say, I see it!
If I go silent... please know there is more going on behind the scenes that anyone could have ever imagined. No one is harder on me than me! So before anyone goes slinging accusations you better wash your own hands! I am only today a better version than what I was yesterday. I am in NO competition with a sole. Whats meant to be will find its way... and Karma always! (and I mean ALWAYS) finds its way back!
Merry Christmas... Happy Holidays... AND BLESSINGS!
Meet Me In St. Louis,
Kitryn Marie
Meadowcrest Animal Rescue
is accepting donations for 2017 for more information please find them on Facebook.
Or mail any donations specifying
General Funds/Barn Maintenance/Transporting Animals
Feed: Grain, hay or Supplements
Veterinarian Expenses
Farrier/Hoof Care
Meadowcrest Animal Rescue (501c)
7363 Highway HH
Catawissa, Mo
63015
Or mail any donations specifying
General Funds/Barn Maintenance/Transporting Animals
Feed: Grain, hay or Supplements
Veterinarian Expenses
Farrier/Hoof Care
Meadowcrest Animal Rescue (501c)
7363 Highway HH
Catawissa, Mo
63015
Wonderful people for a wonderful cause!!! Please mention my name when contacting!
Thank You!
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