Auld Lang Syne ... Baby!
2016...
Fuck you, fuck off and this is now the ... Good-bye , Good Riddance and don't you ever again!
What in the hell kind of year was 2016? Someone, anyone... please try and explain it to me??? PLEASE???
I have never in my life (55 years) have ever tried to stretch, deal, put up with, make sense of, come to terms with, step forward one to go back 10 etc etc etc? My nerves, my weight, my health, my bank account... MY FUCKING LIFE! MINE!!!!
I have said and I will say it again! LOUDLY! Hear me roar... IF YOU ARE NOT WITH ME, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! Loyalty!! Does anyone know what in the hell that means and stands for? If you can not speak kindly for me and defend me in my absence... GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! And if you cannot speak to me with respect and dignity to my face... Again ... Fuck off!
No one ever should have to try and prove them self over and over and over... I have diligently worked to maintain my home and provide honestly for my child! No one should ever be able to get away with FUCKING SOMEONE OVER! The truth comes out eventually... it is not who did what to who, it is who did to whom ... and all the things done, to accomplish a personal selfish motive gain and it was at my expense! And he called it love! What a conundrum of bull shit! If his lips were moving... lies, deceit and blatant disrespect! and I was not even in the picture... or was I? In spite of his reach outs and connections THIS YEAR, I maintained my distance.
There were quite a few well put together efforts on my part this year ditching this city. After methodically saving and stretching that dime as far as any woman should ever have to do... I did and I took some fabulous short trips. I drove far and wide photographing, writing and spending 4 days at table rock by myself ... Coup de foudre / It was love of another kind!
It was special, it was life changing and it put my life into quite perspective... it was putting years behind me and putting a future in front of me. I knew what I wanted and I knew what I was going to have to look for... and achieving any goal was going to have to be nothing short of magic and trusting. I would land where I was supposed to because it was where I was supposed to be all along!
Another highlight of the year was my photo shoot with Lance Mac! OMG, who knew at 55 I could still rock a platform of another kind! And although ... the audacity of being told,(By one) I was tasteless! I, as many others laughed hysterically about who was hanging on his arm! From where we all stood quite embarassed... It was an incredible opportunity to reaffirm and rebuild confidence. To inspire others to find strength and go beyond any measure of what anyone expects from you! Mind blowing!
As I continued writing and putting out feelers to other entities and sites, a book offer, a chance at my photography to be seen... my stats exploding and my status blooming! Works in progress, all works in progress ... passionate pieces ... the love of traveling, the love of photography and finding the authentic. Separating fact from fiction and the players in the game... The Queen always stands out! ALWAYS!
My horses by an odd coincidence, I found a passion and a new path. What I call a two-year internship program for my next working endeavor. Combing thru want ads for horses and farms and land... I came upon more than a little girl wanting a pony! I found a herd and a place I belong... A dream with a future.
The not so highlight of the year but such the learning tool... My annual visit to the oncologist! A chronic health condition that I will have to deal with the rest of my life. Realizing all those years, it cost me my health in so many ways... But look! Here I am, still standing, Stronger than I have been in years. My petite 5ft 119 ish lbs strong! With a determination to live as healthy as any person can live by living a good lifestyle, exercising, eating healthy.Growing and evolving! Providing inspiration to so many others who are stuck in situations and dealing with other health issues of their own! IT AINT OVER TILL ITS OVER! And that fat beast will sing! I promise!
I am here to say to in regards to all the other nonsense that we have seen this country go through. It stops when we the American people say no more! You don't like paying high prices... stop purchasing. Don't like the expense of concerts, ball games etc ... STOP GOING! STOP PATRONIZING! In regards to this healthcare fiasco... Yes, we all need coverage but at whose cost? Stop... If you are not making enough money to meet a requirement you should not be penalized for not having! and or you should not be forced or penalized to become dependent on a state that can not even stand up to a standard! I stood in that oncologist office arguing with a social worker. People this is healthcare not banking or finance! You have a voice and you do have a choice... and when the AMERICAN masses speak up and stop! The entities go silent and disappear because they have NOTHING left! Insurance companies will go broke... and CEO's of these institutions will lose their income! And then it can begin again! YOU HAVE A CHOICE AND A LOUD VOICE! STAND UP... STOP PARTICIPATING!
I don't have answers to it all but... common sense says os much!!! Take note: All hospitals where your Dr is affiliated should have its own co-op program. If everyone paid into that co-op! and I mean everyone at what is affordable by the income you do make!(shown on your taxes regardless) Not by a requirement THAT SOMEONE PUTS UPON YOU, we would be able to afford a good health care reform.
What I learned: Each social workers job status is based on the amount of people they can talk into free ______________! Wake up! He stood there screaming at me,(the social worker) " What job would I have if I didn't have this to give you?!" ME: I'm sorry FUCK YOU! My reply was, "this is medicine, not a fucking financial institution! I am not responsible for your job security. He continued with "hospitals would go broke"... and it finished with, "Ms.________ let me show you out!" I walked out and I never signed the free___________ paperwork! Also, I might add all hospitals write off millions a year. They have it already in the budget what they can write off! And to boot, you can not be refused health care service of any kind because you can not afford it! Dr's code of ethics!
No one should be made to feel bad because they make an insignificant amount of money... NO ONE! it is what it is and we all do best with what we have to work with. No one knows that better than me! No one should have to prove over and over and over...
I am ending this 2016 with...
I am done proving what I don't have for something I don't want for something that doesn't even meet up to a quality standard and I have a health issue! I will research and I will find ways to treat and afford what I need. Who knows maybe I will become a lobbyist! or even a better magician! LOL, the universe does provide... when we need it most!
2016 yes quite the eye opener. Quite the learning curve... quite the fucking ride of all of our lives! I can only hope 2017 is an awakening in epic proportions.
Expansion and growth... spiritual awareness! Truth and research...CURES! Employment and better work ethics with opportunities that flourish! Friendships that are meaningful and loyal! Health that surrounds and rebounds and astonishes! That is at the least what we can wish and set to accomplish!
May 2017 be more than your life ever could have been planned for! I believe through Christ and through good intentions all things are possible! All things!
May blessing find you all... and stay tuned to all that I have planned for my triumphant 2017 adventures and endeavors... love is on the threshold! In all areas...
Meet Me In St. Louis,
Kitryn Marie
PS, Please don't ever underestimate me... I got plans!
Fuck you, fuck off and this is now the ... Good-bye , Good Riddance and don't you ever again!
What in the hell kind of year was 2016? Someone, anyone... please try and explain it to me??? PLEASE???
I have never in my life (55 years) have ever tried to stretch, deal, put up with, make sense of, come to terms with, step forward one to go back 10 etc etc etc? My nerves, my weight, my health, my bank account... MY FUCKING LIFE! MINE!!!!
I have said and I will say it again! LOUDLY! Hear me roar... IF YOU ARE NOT WITH ME, STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! Loyalty!! Does anyone know what in the hell that means and stands for? If you can not speak kindly for me and defend me in my absence... GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! And if you cannot speak to me with respect and dignity to my face... Again ... Fuck off!
No one ever should have to try and prove them self over and over and over... I have diligently worked to maintain my home and provide honestly for my child! No one should ever be able to get away with FUCKING SOMEONE OVER! The truth comes out eventually... it is not who did what to who, it is who did to whom ... and all the things done, to accomplish a personal selfish motive gain and it was at my expense! And he called it love! What a conundrum of bull shit! If his lips were moving... lies, deceit and blatant disrespect! and I was not even in the picture... or was I? In spite of his reach outs and connections THIS YEAR, I maintained my distance.
There were quite a few well put together efforts on my part this year ditching this city. After methodically saving and stretching that dime as far as any woman should ever have to do... I did and I took some fabulous short trips. I drove far and wide photographing, writing and spending 4 days at table rock by myself ... Coup de foudre / It was love of another kind!
It was special, it was life changing and it put my life into quite perspective... it was putting years behind me and putting a future in front of me. I knew what I wanted and I knew what I was going to have to look for... and achieving any goal was going to have to be nothing short of magic and trusting. I would land where I was supposed to because it was where I was supposed to be all along!
Another highlight of the year was my photo shoot with Lance Mac! OMG, who knew at 55 I could still rock a platform of another kind! And although ... the audacity of being told,(By one) I was tasteless! I, as many others laughed hysterically about who was hanging on his arm! From where we all stood quite embarassed... It was an incredible opportunity to reaffirm and rebuild confidence. To inspire others to find strength and go beyond any measure of what anyone expects from you! Mind blowing!
As I continued writing and putting out feelers to other entities and sites, a book offer, a chance at my photography to be seen... my stats exploding and my status blooming! Works in progress, all works in progress ... passionate pieces ... the love of traveling, the love of photography and finding the authentic. Separating fact from fiction and the players in the game... The Queen always stands out! ALWAYS!
My horses by an odd coincidence, I found a passion and a new path. What I call a two-year internship program for my next working endeavor. Combing thru want ads for horses and farms and land... I came upon more than a little girl wanting a pony! I found a herd and a place I belong... A dream with a future.
The not so highlight of the year but such the learning tool... My annual visit to the oncologist! A chronic health condition that I will have to deal with the rest of my life. Realizing all those years, it cost me my health in so many ways... But look! Here I am, still standing, Stronger than I have been in years. My petite 5ft 119 ish lbs strong! With a determination to live as healthy as any person can live by living a good lifestyle, exercising, eating healthy.Growing and evolving! Providing inspiration to so many others who are stuck in situations and dealing with other health issues of their own! IT AINT OVER TILL ITS OVER! And that fat beast will sing! I promise!
I am here to say to in regards to all the other nonsense that we have seen this country go through. It stops when we the American people say no more! You don't like paying high prices... stop purchasing. Don't like the expense of concerts, ball games etc ... STOP GOING! STOP PATRONIZING! In regards to this healthcare fiasco... Yes, we all need coverage but at whose cost? Stop... If you are not making enough money to meet a requirement you should not be penalized for not having! and or you should not be forced or penalized to become dependent on a state that can not even stand up to a standard! I stood in that oncologist office arguing with a social worker. People this is healthcare not banking or finance! You have a voice and you do have a choice... and when the AMERICAN masses speak up and stop! The entities go silent and disappear because they have NOTHING left! Insurance companies will go broke... and CEO's of these institutions will lose their income! And then it can begin again! YOU HAVE A CHOICE AND A LOUD VOICE! STAND UP... STOP PARTICIPATING!
I don't have answers to it all but... common sense says os much!!! Take note: All hospitals where your Dr is affiliated should have its own co-op program. If everyone paid into that co-op! and I mean everyone at what is affordable by the income you do make!(shown on your taxes regardless) Not by a requirement THAT SOMEONE PUTS UPON YOU, we would be able to afford a good health care reform.
What I learned: Each social workers job status is based on the amount of people they can talk into free ______________! Wake up! He stood there screaming at me,(the social worker) " What job would I have if I didn't have this to give you?!" ME: I'm sorry FUCK YOU! My reply was, "this is medicine, not a fucking financial institution! I am not responsible for your job security. He continued with "hospitals would go broke"... and it finished with, "Ms.________ let me show you out!" I walked out and I never signed the free___________ paperwork! Also, I might add all hospitals write off millions a year. They have it already in the budget what they can write off! And to boot, you can not be refused health care service of any kind because you can not afford it! Dr's code of ethics!
No one should be made to feel bad because they make an insignificant amount of money... NO ONE! it is what it is and we all do best with what we have to work with. No one knows that better than me! No one should have to prove over and over and over...
I am ending this 2016 with...
I am done proving what I don't have for something I don't want for something that doesn't even meet up to a quality standard and I have a health issue! I will research and I will find ways to treat and afford what I need. Who knows maybe I will become a lobbyist! or even a better magician! LOL, the universe does provide... when we need it most!
2016 yes quite the eye opener. Quite the learning curve... quite the fucking ride of all of our lives! I can only hope 2017 is an awakening in epic proportions.
Expansion and growth... spiritual awareness! Truth and research...CURES! Employment and better work ethics with opportunities that flourish! Friendships that are meaningful and loyal! Health that surrounds and rebounds and astonishes! That is at the least what we can wish and set to accomplish!
May 2017 be more than your life ever could have been planned for! I believe through Christ and through good intentions all things are possible! All things!
May blessing find you all... and stay tuned to all that I have planned for my triumphant 2017 adventures and endeavors... love is on the threshold! In all areas...
Meet Me In St. Louis,
Kitryn Marie
PS, Please don't ever underestimate me... I got plans!
