Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

 Holding the vision has never meant more than what it does now. With everything that has transpired over the last 8 years, and certainly within the last 9 mos. I can firmly say, we all are asking; "if it wasn't for that one thing" that someone may have done to you or a choice you made that really changed the course of your reality. Ya know, those things that are gnawing in the back of your head or those gut moments when you hang your head low because you can see the error of a way and it just kinda makes you emotionally sick. Most recently, I have had to mentally step out of all of the things that have occurred in real-time. I have not watched TV or listened to the news in years. Sensationalism and the lies told so you think the world is coming to a screeching stop. Seriously, I shake my head at the amount of stupidity that has fallen for the hype. Logically, I think all these power-hungry figureheads to be... and their struggle for MORE POWER is not going to allow the wo...

 This is your life, now isn't it? This is what you have chosen to follow you through all of your trials and errors, triumphs, and failures! The agonizing mishaps of your choices; some mediocre, to not so good, to the ones you let slip through your fingers because there was not enough follow-through to match with your words. The ease and comfort of your compliance or noting it was too hard to change modality, just too much effort, too much work to mentally rearrange the life you have kept saying you've wanted. Now I am not throwing shade nor am I criticizing (whoever is reading this) but in the space you work, live, {in head} dwell... THIS IS YOUR LIFE! All of your steps, behavior and actions have gotten you right where you are and where ever you have gone, THERE YOU ARE! I have said a million times people do not change. Creatures of habit because it's just ... what they know. I have always said, "with whatever your choice, choose well. There are benefits and there are ...

If 2020 had a look, it would be a discombobulated version of homelessness, animal print, and some refuge tye-die out of the bottom drawer that you grabbed looking for comfort! My fashion sense has no sense at all right now and to be frank neither does my outlook on what is occurring in my life, my job, my mind or what is happening in my area. I know broke. I know the term going for broke and... I'm also very familiar with it just may break you! This morning I filed for unemployment. My few days a week gig has come to an end until further notice. By my local government's overreach /oversight, I am no longer essential and apparently a threat to now the boogie man. Yes, I still have my small and I mean very small art and coaching business but it is yielding 0 dollars because of the god awful fear that the biased media has repeatedly lied about to keep people in this holding pattern of panic; keeping them afraid to live!  I am now being told that $100.00 a week before taxes is goin...

 Sometimes in life, it has this disbelief sense of devaluing. All the things a person believes and fights for somehow in the end, it is the result not expected or accepted. We fight out of love, a passion, a reverence to hang on so tightly to what you or any person has struggled with to prove your points. Showing where you stand and how strong that ground is depends on character and when character proves to be a farce, it throws in the towel: giving up and just walking away! Fight or flight is typically an automated response to a triggered encounter. When a person has been so wrongfully accused, it sends that rapid signal of fight for what you believe or flee because you are now treading in danger. A person who has been at war with themself, or fighting off the opinion of the general public is always hurdling over obstacles to remain intact. They develop a sense of armor always fending off the unwanted and unwarranted attacks seemingly in it for the fight of their life. It is not a...