Words That I Have Become Fond Of Using ...The Experience It Leads
There are a few choice words that I have become fond of using in my teachings and coachings: AWARE, EVOLVE, AWAKENED, CONDUCIVE, CLAIRAVOIYANT, RECIPROCAL, CO-DEPENDENT, NARRCISM, PROPENSITY ... An educated person should know what those words mean. (if not, do a little homework and research the meanings)
As an educated women, I have tried to use those words in conjunction with relative post on subject matters that mean something that teaches another about BEHAVIOR in this 3-D world, although the higher the conscious state, an educated AWAKENED person will start to live in the 5-D world; using their senses, sight, taste, hear, touch, smell and INTUITION (that gut feeling...that knowing of things to be by a firm belief) Some to most will dismiss the their intuition and those feeling of... and will refuse that recognition because they can't explain it! It seems too crazy or too witchy or to woo woo!
A mother has an instinctual notion when it comes to their child. We get so in tune with what our children needs, it just becomes second skin and the more hands-on of a parent you are, you start to trust those nudges as bible and you learn not to dismiss that "feeling of knowing". Another example in the intuition dept. let's say, you are in a place or situation and something just does not feel right. The mind in itself will protect by sending signals of fight or flight but your gut (your second brain) will warn you to leave asap! Now in many incidents, after leaving following that intuitive guide only later you find out that some small to a large catastrophic event occurred. On a larger scale, we can discuss 9-11 some who did not go to work that day by other events that needed their attention, a higher awareness that sat presidence by occurrences that diverted their usual routine. Often intuition comes in a protective mode where a person can be unaware of things that are taking place. (to protect them)
A state of AWARENESS will occur in a dream phase. Although you are in slumber, the mind is at a rest state allowing your subconscious to take notes so you can be alert to matters. How many times have you dreamt of something that was so real, that when you woke up, you swore it really happened? That awareness equates to a dimensional intuitive world. Where simultaneously you are living on 2 planes/realms, the veil between heaven and earth lifted. Often messages and guidance will come in those dream states and how EVOLVED that person is will pick up on what the actual dream meant. Prophesy can not be dismissed when some form of logic plays out after the fact. It's just knowing to trust what you feel, hear, taste, see in that 3rd eye.
A person who has anxiety will be a bit more aware of that "OMG something is going to happen" (they live the life of the shoe dropping) but the difference in anxiety and clairvoyance; Anxiety will keep you running away because of fear... Clairvoyance will keep you in tune not afraid but aware of something is happening or coming. There is a very fine line between the 2. Leonardo DaVinci a great example.
My personal belief is a person's PROPENSITY (behavior) reflects on how in touch they are with their conscious state and subconscious modes. Things seen (in real-time) in family dynamics will often play out subconsciously because it is second skin... its just learned behavior. You are mimicking what you have been taught to be acceptable. Patterns and cycles that are not understood in your growing up circumstances sometimes are RECIPROCATED in an adverse way inflicting poor behavior onto others. (that is a broad statement)
Repeatedly I say CO-DEPENDENCY is a learned behavior. Coervice control and how a person connects/attaches with another making the other person become so dependent on their existence(accepting odd behaviors and habits); never allowing the other person to grow on their own. Adapted behaviors affect the other person psyche'...where it almost insisted that they live the same parallel life. Never being able to differentiate their own identity. An intune person, not just an educated one, will be very aware of how they are being mind-controlled!!!! A textbook trait of a Narcissist.
I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. My father an alcoholic. My grandmother was next to a saint at times but passive-aggressive. My aunts ruled us by guilt complexes and we were conditioned that the shoe was always going to drop! First and foremost being Italian, voices are spoken in some decibel unknown to man which at times the tone would you send in a panic attack. My friends would say, "why are they yelling?" My response, "they aren't! that's just how they speak!" Although somewhere along the line, Someone was always fighting and arguing at some family function. Even sadly a few fistfights would break out. Conditioning us for fear and great anxiety... because you never knew what was going to happen.
Somewhere in that conditioned codependent dysfunction, I became very AWARE of things. When I would become very AWARE of things... things would happen. Things would happen that I could not explain. As these things happened, I tried not to let fear hold me back but to anticipate what was going to occur. Trusting my INTUITION to be true as non-factual as it would appear.
Over a lifetime things that can not be explained I have experienced. I have learned to accept it to be and learn from what was happening. Right now, I really don't expect many to believe the things that I am going to write about but as I write, you can decipher your own beliefs and take it or leave it. I have used INTUITION all of my life. I believe in those God/Angel nudges. I follow all hunches and I pay attention to the signs. Often messages come to me and I relay where deemed necessary. Energy lingers and those that have crossed over often will connect when you least expect it. And for the record, I do believe in God, I am a Christian woman. My faith is strong not in religion but in spirituality. Being intuitive opens doors to realms that can not be explained... but experienced.
After my mom died in 1968 at the age of 31, in my heart of hearts, although death certificates say things differently, I believe, she just had a broken heart and could not endure any more pain from her and my father's tumultuous relationship. Between my dad's abusive alcoholism and my mothers dream of something more... God called her to a place of safety. The night before she died, very adamantly she told my dad, "if you do not do right by these girls, I promise you I will come back and haunt you!" (which she did) I believe those words opened... unleashed a fury of activity that as a child I picked up on.
It was after my mom's death, a very scared little girl climbed in my dad's bed. I huddled close like all little girls do clinging to the only parent they have. Trying to sleep, trying not to be afraid, I shook with anxiety. Finally, after dosing, I was awakened by this feeling of something watching me. When I woke, I shot up, sat up and saw clearly at the end of the bed a man. He wore a white button-down shirt. Horn rimmed glasses and had a buzz hair cut. As I focused on him... he faded into the nothing. Telling my grandma a few days later about what had happened and what he looked like. She explained that was what the previous owner looked liked that had died in the bathroom of our home. We were the second occupants of that home. My grandma said, "make the sign of the cross."
My dad always spoke about some entity that would sit at the end of the bed. He tried to dismiss it until later as I was a teen, I had 2 poodles that loved to sleep under my dad's bed. He said, "one night, as usual, he would pull the covers up and the corner of his bed would go down. That particular night, the dogs started growling uncontrollably...
Somewhere in that same time, in my beginning art stages, I was very much into macrame. I had made this beautiful hanging planter that loved to swing like a pendulum and then stop suddenly. My dad and I would watch and say nothing. Then the footsteps that would happen; climbing up stairs, hand on the doorknob then nothing.
Boxes in the basement always seemed to move, dishes would rattle in the cabinets and doors of cabinets would open and close... I learned to just accept it.
After moving into another home, the things I experienced. The day of my high school orientation, two weeks prior to that my grandfather suddenly died of a massive heart attack. Upon awakening that particular day, my grandfather stood at the end of my bed. (mind you he had been dead 2 weeks) We made eye contact, he nodded and smiled and faded into the nothing.
Having an awareness of something was going to happen, I'd call my grandma. Which on many occasions, I would predict a phone call was going to come in from a family member in another state. The phone would ring and I'd say there so so is... and sure as sh.t! It would be. A particular day though, something was not sitting right. I called my gram to check-in. I said to her, "have you talked to ... and I would list names. I went on something is not right something bad is going to happen." Her response, "make the sign of the cross." A few hours went by and she called me back. She said, "sit down" My heart sank, "what is it, I asked?" She proceeded to tell me my Uncle Mike had fallen down an elevator shaft 3 floors. Luckily he did survive but was injured. Incidences occurring like this have happened over my lifetime.
Now since living in my current home, I have come home to a house that is smelled like cigarette smoke. (We do not smoke) and smelling like my dad's cologne. Dad has been gone since 1992. As soon as Tyler (my youngest) and I discuss the scent... it dissipates. There have been shadows seen in this house and my beagle who had crossed over, we heard her paws for 2 weeks after her crossing running up and down the hall.
There are so many more experiences that I do not have time to write about! Really short though, Agnes was a spirit that came to me in a particular situation only to find out much later on, Agnes was Matt's, my dear friend's grandmother who had passed many many years prior. Leaving messages to share with him.
In recent, the communications that have come across, I just don't dismiss the God nudges or the callings too. The things I am being shown through that 3rd eye communication. The unlifiting of a veil. The one that really hit home was a dream I had, An Astro-plaining type dream. You really are there! Ya know, you are somewhere familiar, with people you know and things are happening in a slow kind of motion with no sense to the activity. At the time of this dream, I was working doing some catering. The chef that had hired me on, I felt this odd connection like a soul type connection... I knew him from some other time! It was an instant comfort... all I can say. Anyway, he had been at his job for several years and was really going somewhere with his career. He loved his job and repeatedly had said, " I am hoping for longevity here." The dream I had, we (the people I worked with) were at this party. No one was speaking but it was crowded. From across the room, I had spotted the chef and we started telecommunicating (reading minds) he says, " Its time for me to go. I am letting you know, I am going to be leaving. Its time." In the dream, I questioned why he would go when in real-time I knew he had no plans to leave. I woke up thinking man that was weird, so very real but surreal! It was the following weeks, while I was vacationing in Florida, I received a call that said, "the Chef had been murdered." I was mortified and deeply upset by the news and my premonition dream.
Just recently I was called to visit a grave of an old acquaintance; someone who was a better friend to someone I use to be close to but this man when living would come and visit me at my job! We would have great conversations! Why I was called to visit his grave, I don't know (YET) but I went! Now here is the irony in this. I had no idea where this man was buried. I had to look up an old obit. Come to find out he was buried in the same cemetery as my dad. Being very familiar with the cemetery, I grabbed some apples for the deer and I headed out. I go to print out the map to see where to find his burial location and to my shock!!! He is buried 5 rows up from my dad! I about fell over! How can that be?
There I stood, at the gravesite looking at my dad's and looking at this man's headstone, a stone's throw away! What are those odds and what was is that coincidence? and what does it mean? I said my piece... then the message flowed. The words I could clearly hear from this man's voice. Hey, I do not expect anybody to believe me... but as I always say I KNOW I KNOW and when spirit calls you listen! What I was told quite profound considering I am very well removed from that other person. I listened with intent. Thanked him for all the conversations... and said I will be back! I left a few apples for the deer and then headed to my dad! That conversation always leaving me in tears!!! I miss my dad!
So to wrap this dissertation of AWARE, EVOLVE, AWAKENED, CONDUCIVE, CLAIRAVOIYANT, RECIPROCAL, CO-DEPENDENT, NARRCISM, PROPENSITY.(the things I teach) Do not dismiss what you learn over a course of a lifetime and how it all plays out in the 3-D and the 5-D life you live. Educating yourself in areas and with words that are so pertinent to living a higher purpose for your life. I teach what I know! I share all of my experiences. What anybody gets from the lessons or the messages... is up to them to interrupt their meanings and how it applies to their life!
People make messes of their lives and in human form refuse to see the collateral damage they create for themselves... often time from that other side, a person so involved in another's life(when alive) still wants to be heard from. Even in real-time people will refuse to listen to all the seeds that are planted. Guilt and regret is an awful way to live out life. When one has a reckoning with their own soul and can make real amends with their behavior... the universe or your God will align you with what is CONDUCIVE/best FOR YOUR LIFE and give you the guidance you need for a much happier way to live!
It just is up to the person to see the seed trail... and what has been understood!
Please look for my series of classes coming very soon on "UNDERSTANDING THE GOD NUDGE"
https://kitryn-marie.weebly.com
If you would like to share any of your experiences with clairvoyance please send me a message at kitrynmarie@gmail.com
Be Happy Be Blessed
Kitryn Marie
#spirtittalks #intuitive #personalmentor #lifecoach #childofgod
As an educated women, I have tried to use those words in conjunction with relative post on subject matters that mean something that teaches another about BEHAVIOR in this 3-D world, although the higher the conscious state, an educated AWAKENED person will start to live in the 5-D world; using their senses, sight, taste, hear, touch, smell and INTUITION (that gut feeling...that knowing of things to be by a firm belief) Some to most will dismiss the their intuition and those feeling of... and will refuse that recognition because they can't explain it! It seems too crazy or too witchy or to woo woo!
A mother has an instinctual notion when it comes to their child. We get so in tune with what our children needs, it just becomes second skin and the more hands-on of a parent you are, you start to trust those nudges as bible and you learn not to dismiss that "feeling of knowing". Another example in the intuition dept. let's say, you are in a place or situation and something just does not feel right. The mind in itself will protect by sending signals of fight or flight but your gut (your second brain) will warn you to leave asap! Now in many incidents, after leaving following that intuitive guide only later you find out that some small to a large catastrophic event occurred. On a larger scale, we can discuss 9-11 some who did not go to work that day by other events that needed their attention, a higher awareness that sat presidence by occurrences that diverted their usual routine. Often intuition comes in a protective mode where a person can be unaware of things that are taking place. (to protect them)
A state of AWARENESS will occur in a dream phase. Although you are in slumber, the mind is at a rest state allowing your subconscious to take notes so you can be alert to matters. How many times have you dreamt of something that was so real, that when you woke up, you swore it really happened? That awareness equates to a dimensional intuitive world. Where simultaneously you are living on 2 planes/realms, the veil between heaven and earth lifted. Often messages and guidance will come in those dream states and how EVOLVED that person is will pick up on what the actual dream meant. Prophesy can not be dismissed when some form of logic plays out after the fact. It's just knowing to trust what you feel, hear, taste, see in that 3rd eye.
A person who has anxiety will be a bit more aware of that "OMG something is going to happen" (they live the life of the shoe dropping) but the difference in anxiety and clairvoyance; Anxiety will keep you running away because of fear... Clairvoyance will keep you in tune not afraid but aware of something is happening or coming. There is a very fine line between the 2. Leonardo DaVinci a great example.
My personal belief is a person's PROPENSITY (behavior) reflects on how in touch they are with their conscious state and subconscious modes. Things seen (in real-time) in family dynamics will often play out subconsciously because it is second skin... its just learned behavior. You are mimicking what you have been taught to be acceptable. Patterns and cycles that are not understood in your growing up circumstances sometimes are RECIPROCATED in an adverse way inflicting poor behavior onto others. (that is a broad statement)
Repeatedly I say CO-DEPENDENCY is a learned behavior. Coervice control and how a person connects/attaches with another making the other person become so dependent on their existence(accepting odd behaviors and habits); never allowing the other person to grow on their own. Adapted behaviors affect the other person psyche'...where it almost insisted that they live the same parallel life. Never being able to differentiate their own identity. An intune person, not just an educated one, will be very aware of how they are being mind-controlled!!!! A textbook trait of a Narcissist.
I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. My father an alcoholic. My grandmother was next to a saint at times but passive-aggressive. My aunts ruled us by guilt complexes and we were conditioned that the shoe was always going to drop! First and foremost being Italian, voices are spoken in some decibel unknown to man which at times the tone would you send in a panic attack. My friends would say, "why are they yelling?" My response, "they aren't! that's just how they speak!" Although somewhere along the line, Someone was always fighting and arguing at some family function. Even sadly a few fistfights would break out. Conditioning us for fear and great anxiety... because you never knew what was going to happen.
Somewhere in that conditioned codependent dysfunction, I became very AWARE of things. When I would become very AWARE of things... things would happen. Things would happen that I could not explain. As these things happened, I tried not to let fear hold me back but to anticipate what was going to occur. Trusting my INTUITION to be true as non-factual as it would appear.
Over a lifetime things that can not be explained I have experienced. I have learned to accept it to be and learn from what was happening. Right now, I really don't expect many to believe the things that I am going to write about but as I write, you can decipher your own beliefs and take it or leave it. I have used INTUITION all of my life. I believe in those God/Angel nudges. I follow all hunches and I pay attention to the signs. Often messages come to me and I relay where deemed necessary. Energy lingers and those that have crossed over often will connect when you least expect it. And for the record, I do believe in God, I am a Christian woman. My faith is strong not in religion but in spirituality. Being intuitive opens doors to realms that can not be explained... but experienced.
After my mom died in 1968 at the age of 31, in my heart of hearts, although death certificates say things differently, I believe, she just had a broken heart and could not endure any more pain from her and my father's tumultuous relationship. Between my dad's abusive alcoholism and my mothers dream of something more... God called her to a place of safety. The night before she died, very adamantly she told my dad, "if you do not do right by these girls, I promise you I will come back and haunt you!" (which she did) I believe those words opened... unleashed a fury of activity that as a child I picked up on.
It was after my mom's death, a very scared little girl climbed in my dad's bed. I huddled close like all little girls do clinging to the only parent they have. Trying to sleep, trying not to be afraid, I shook with anxiety. Finally, after dosing, I was awakened by this feeling of something watching me. When I woke, I shot up, sat up and saw clearly at the end of the bed a man. He wore a white button-down shirt. Horn rimmed glasses and had a buzz hair cut. As I focused on him... he faded into the nothing. Telling my grandma a few days later about what had happened and what he looked like. She explained that was what the previous owner looked liked that had died in the bathroom of our home. We were the second occupants of that home. My grandma said, "make the sign of the cross."
My dad always spoke about some entity that would sit at the end of the bed. He tried to dismiss it until later as I was a teen, I had 2 poodles that loved to sleep under my dad's bed. He said, "one night, as usual, he would pull the covers up and the corner of his bed would go down. That particular night, the dogs started growling uncontrollably...
Somewhere in that same time, in my beginning art stages, I was very much into macrame. I had made this beautiful hanging planter that loved to swing like a pendulum and then stop suddenly. My dad and I would watch and say nothing. Then the footsteps that would happen; climbing up stairs, hand on the doorknob then nothing.
Boxes in the basement always seemed to move, dishes would rattle in the cabinets and doors of cabinets would open and close... I learned to just accept it.
After moving into another home, the things I experienced. The day of my high school orientation, two weeks prior to that my grandfather suddenly died of a massive heart attack. Upon awakening that particular day, my grandfather stood at the end of my bed. (mind you he had been dead 2 weeks) We made eye contact, he nodded and smiled and faded into the nothing.
Having an awareness of something was going to happen, I'd call my grandma. Which on many occasions, I would predict a phone call was going to come in from a family member in another state. The phone would ring and I'd say there so so is... and sure as sh.t! It would be. A particular day though, something was not sitting right. I called my gram to check-in. I said to her, "have you talked to ... and I would list names. I went on something is not right something bad is going to happen." Her response, "make the sign of the cross." A few hours went by and she called me back. She said, "sit down" My heart sank, "what is it, I asked?" She proceeded to tell me my Uncle Mike had fallen down an elevator shaft 3 floors. Luckily he did survive but was injured. Incidences occurring like this have happened over my lifetime.
Now since living in my current home, I have come home to a house that is smelled like cigarette smoke. (We do not smoke) and smelling like my dad's cologne. Dad has been gone since 1992. As soon as Tyler (my youngest) and I discuss the scent... it dissipates. There have been shadows seen in this house and my beagle who had crossed over, we heard her paws for 2 weeks after her crossing running up and down the hall.
There are so many more experiences that I do not have time to write about! Really short though, Agnes was a spirit that came to me in a particular situation only to find out much later on, Agnes was Matt's, my dear friend's grandmother who had passed many many years prior. Leaving messages to share with him.
In recent, the communications that have come across, I just don't dismiss the God nudges or the callings too. The things I am being shown through that 3rd eye communication. The unlifiting of a veil. The one that really hit home was a dream I had, An Astro-plaining type dream. You really are there! Ya know, you are somewhere familiar, with people you know and things are happening in a slow kind of motion with no sense to the activity. At the time of this dream, I was working doing some catering. The chef that had hired me on, I felt this odd connection like a soul type connection... I knew him from some other time! It was an instant comfort... all I can say. Anyway, he had been at his job for several years and was really going somewhere with his career. He loved his job and repeatedly had said, " I am hoping for longevity here." The dream I had, we (the people I worked with) were at this party. No one was speaking but it was crowded. From across the room, I had spotted the chef and we started telecommunicating (reading minds) he says, " Its time for me to go. I am letting you know, I am going to be leaving. Its time." In the dream, I questioned why he would go when in real-time I knew he had no plans to leave. I woke up thinking man that was weird, so very real but surreal! It was the following weeks, while I was vacationing in Florida, I received a call that said, "the Chef had been murdered." I was mortified and deeply upset by the news and my premonition dream.
Just recently I was called to visit a grave of an old acquaintance; someone who was a better friend to someone I use to be close to but this man when living would come and visit me at my job! We would have great conversations! Why I was called to visit his grave, I don't know (YET) but I went! Now here is the irony in this. I had no idea where this man was buried. I had to look up an old obit. Come to find out he was buried in the same cemetery as my dad. Being very familiar with the cemetery, I grabbed some apples for the deer and I headed out. I go to print out the map to see where to find his burial location and to my shock!!! He is buried 5 rows up from my dad! I about fell over! How can that be?
There I stood, at the gravesite looking at my dad's and looking at this man's headstone, a stone's throw away! What are those odds and what was is that coincidence? and what does it mean? I said my piece... then the message flowed. The words I could clearly hear from this man's voice. Hey, I do not expect anybody to believe me... but as I always say I KNOW I KNOW and when spirit calls you listen! What I was told quite profound considering I am very well removed from that other person. I listened with intent. Thanked him for all the conversations... and said I will be back! I left a few apples for the deer and then headed to my dad! That conversation always leaving me in tears!!! I miss my dad!
So to wrap this dissertation of AWARE, EVOLVE, AWAKENED, CONDUCIVE, CLAIRAVOIYANT, RECIPROCAL, CO-DEPENDENT, NARRCISM, PROPENSITY.(the things I teach) Do not dismiss what you learn over a course of a lifetime and how it all plays out in the 3-D and the 5-D life you live. Educating yourself in areas and with words that are so pertinent to living a higher purpose for your life. I teach what I know! I share all of my experiences. What anybody gets from the lessons or the messages... is up to them to interrupt their meanings and how it applies to their life!
People make messes of their lives and in human form refuse to see the collateral damage they create for themselves... often time from that other side, a person so involved in another's life(when alive) still wants to be heard from. Even in real-time people will refuse to listen to all the seeds that are planted. Guilt and regret is an awful way to live out life. When one has a reckoning with their own soul and can make real amends with their behavior... the universe or your God will align you with what is CONDUCIVE/best FOR YOUR LIFE and give you the guidance you need for a much happier way to live!
It just is up to the person to see the seed trail... and what has been understood!
Please look for my series of classes coming very soon on "UNDERSTANDING THE GOD NUDGE"
https://kitryn-marie.weebly.com
If you would like to share any of your experiences with clairvoyance please send me a message at kitrynmarie@gmail.com
Be Happy Be Blessed
Kitryn Marie
#spirtittalks #intuitive #personalmentor #lifecoach #childofgod
