A Blind Eye To The Things You Choose To Forget

You can not undo what has already been done. You can not turn a blind eye to the things you choose to ignore and pretend it does not exist. You can not go through a new door until realizing the passage you chose before, left imprints that have not been forgotten and can be easily found. Turning a blind eye and having a deaf heart (leaving behind) does not yield you new rites to passage. Lesson's in life are repeated until learned. Everyone you meet either teaches you something or there is a lesson to be learned.

It is not about what no longer serves you. This isn't about what coping skills you have developed to get you moving forward; so you don't have to deal with what has been caused or what someone has put you through or what you left behind: Those people thrive on drama, trauma, and chaos where ever they go. They will attract the same types over and over and over.  There will always be people who have a type and no matter how far that person may run or try to escape from the past... ultimately they will end up with the same type! The same thing they have tried to get away from... it ends up being exactly the same thing they had! Sadly trash is trash all the things pigs love to devour and If that slop is all you know then that will be all the appetite you have for!

You can not escape from your past. It certainly follows you no matter how many towns you move over! I would imagine any big city would look pretty inviting, all shiny and new if you are trying to get away from perpetrators, violators, and criminals that you would want no one to know about. Small town affairs,  high school loves, and gossip where everyone knows everything just like big city bars where perpetrators, violators, and criminals hang too. Where affairs have been had. The drinks flow cheap just like those that frequent small town bar gals. Those who will cling to anything that promises a new way of life... where there is a cost and there will be a price to pay, at someone's expense. A man always ends paying for it one way or another!

Poor choices, a life made hard looking for an easy way... just like those women who never evolve to the times; still wearing hard rimmed black eyeliner, stark and outdated. Tacky bleach blond hair, washed out with a faded complexion. Pasty and white...puffy eyes swollen from who knows what from consumption.  That look, like her choices, It is easy to do the same over and over and over and they think it still looks good! Some people fail to realize and recognize the patterns and types of men they have picked and certainly have ignored all signs that they have outgrown that look and the 2 decades before is calling and they would like their looks, their style, and that hair back!

People who never evolve or think that by choosing the same somehow it will give them a different end result. There will always be the woman that finds the addict, the abusive and the emotionally inept if that is all she knows. A year of good behavior untimely will fall off and true traits will start to show. (For both) Slowly by slowly original behavior starts to creep in... and all the things she tried to escape from will be right there in front of her. Alike attracts alike... and if that is all that is known... she isn't going to be keeping anyone in line. No amount of conditioning (so she thinks) or training is going to get her a different result.  If there is an idiot in a village... she will certainly find him! If she is used to dealing with people who are criminal in nature... she might as well admit she just became his accomplice. Some people are inclined to setting fires. They walk around with their own personal gas cans. Where there is a good time to be had with a flick of a light something is bound to burn down. Where this smoke there is always something that continues to smolder!

The past always shows up. Lessons in life are unequivocally hands down, repeated. History repeats its self just like people who are born in the same months sharing the same zodiac signs! SAME TRAITS! Rising suns falling moons... failing at love.

Those women who call her dogs and her guy buddy... there is no surprise there! She is used to the fleas and all the years of sharing an itch! And to the guy that claims he has found his best friend in that woman... I find that so ironic because when his dog died he too made reference to that dog as his best friend! (Coincidence I think not!)

Alike attracts alike! When you choose the same, you get what you got! The Same! Disasters waiting to go off! Everyone you meet either teaches you something or there is a lesson to be learned. Sadly some people never learn!

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Kitryn Marie











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