Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

I am a little obsessed with Cinderella right now... You know that beautiful girl that insatiably cleans and picks up after everyone. That girl that is on her hands and knees and scrubs everything... to ensure no criticism. You know the girl that longs for something more than what she knows and has... you know that girl that talks to every bird and rat because she wants friends and to be loved unconditionally! Yes, I am totally obsessed with this girl.  Fairytales... who are these fairies and why did they have a need to tell a tale? and why wasn't it told about the Prince? Ya know that spoiled bastard... that got what he wanted from who knows who because after all he was the Prince. Like it wasn't enough his castle was bought and paid for by his folks!  Really now let's tell his side of the story. On this May day, this boy was born. Oh, his parents had sailed around for years deciding it was time to settle down and build a castle for this kid to live in. They would g...

Can you imagine being told, you don't work enough or you barely survive? Can you imagine trying to explain to people... who only understand from their level of perception? Can you imagine being totally mentally, spiritually and mindfully exhausted from people telling you what you should do to make a living? It has been an incredible obstacle course navigating through my "career" choice. Not everyone is made for 9-5 Mon-Friday! and weekly paychecks... It is crazy how I choose to make a living! but I do it... independently, often on a wing and a prayer, a crazy belief system... lots of talent and a drive for success in an unconventional way! I owe no one an explanation on how I choose to make a living... but yet the critics want to voice and throw at me the negatives on my creative endeavors! No one quite understands what it is like to live out your soul's passion! I will be damned if I stop now! Seriously some need to look at where they are standing... and who really...

Busy to say the least! Building an empire takes time... and putting all my eggs in one basket isn't probably going to happen. I plan on continuing to diversify my talents and efforts and branching as far and wide as I can take it! Life is not flat so why should any of my business endeavors be... Multi-dimensional is what this woman is! In the studio "Kit" talks was based on all the people that have come to me with concerns, questions and or matters that have occurred in their life. For the record, I do not hold a Ph.D. in psychology, although I am very common sensed and I have studied life in general, as a whole and have participated in with every effort. An expert by far but an enthusiast on steering and leading others in the correct direction with a more purposeful intent for a better solution to an issue based on clear common sense observing and advising and seeing things from another type perspective. I have raised my vibration to fine tune and assess many situation...

Maybe Cinderella was drunk when she lost her shoe!? Seriously what was she thinking? Everything is about timing! And sometimes there is never enough time to get things done in the manner they are expected! Rule 1. Expect... what you may not expect! Nothing happens in the time you think things should happen! Scambling busy, that has been my life! I am adding more to my repertoire of talents and business endeavors. I am screaming to get out of this town for a photo opp. I am searching for a new photographer to use  (photos of me) for promotional use. I am looking for lighting equipment to add to my camera apparel. I have redone my studio space, purchased vignette settings. I have acquired more painting lesson supplies. I have taken on affiliate marketing companies. Along with, I have been asked to join ( www.moonzies.com ) a life therapy advising group and I am again doing the video "Kit" talks. I am now sure.  "it wasn't built in a day." Although a firm believ...

It's been a crazy ride. Maybe no different than anyone else trying to drive the success bus! You don't know what pot holes you are gonna hit. You don't know the detours you are gonna have to take. You just don't know what you are going to encounter. It's trial and error. It's stop and start and stop and start again ... think and rethink and rethink and go again. Plans in motion, drive in gear... foot on the pedal and forward motion you go! You can say "Rome wasn't built in a day!" You can say "life by grand design!" You can say "fate can turn on a dime!" It's a crap shoot! It's a gamble! Its chance defended by odds! That is what striving for your own business or success means. It is your heart and soul of ideas praying they come to fruition... knowing in a belief system it is going to work! I do believe build it and they will come! Although while you are building you must clearly specify what you are doing and the pr...

My days have all run together... Whats the day? Whats the date?  I am starved... famished! What day is it? Oh that's right its Sunday, February 19... roughly 8:45 A.M. Guess its kind of early for meat and potatoes isn't it? Meat and potatoes the substance that nourishes the soul, soothes the average man and puts fuel in a persons body. Its what warms the inners. Right? Funny how a person will deprive them self for what is needed to feed the mind, the body and the spirit. The meat and potatoes, the meaning probably has more to do with what actually makes a person feel fulfilled then the overall product of such. You know that satisfying feeling of contentment. I find it ironic how a person will deplete oneself and starve them self for what is needed... in life, in a job, in their relationship with self and or with another not feeding them self what they truly need to survive...happily and healthy! Ever After!!! Crumbs... a trail, a morsel, a nibble of something that never fil...

I don't share! Hell, I don't play well with others either... I at times will run with scissors. If you don't want the truth do not ask me!!!! Yeah, I don't share... If you ask me what do I need, be aware you just opened Pandora's box and that is a loaded question. I take pride on not needing anything. Although I suppose like any human being... I need quite a lot. Recently I was told, I am relatively simple with a complicated mind. Maybe? I don't know I am still trying to differentiate the two ... simple and complicated don't belong in the same sentence. I want someone to read my mind. Know what I know... and what I silently have had to go through. Get past this wall... Go ahead tell me what I need! Is there simple anymore? Doesn't everything have a set of complications? Isn't everyone's life complicated with some preset condition... because everyone is frick'n afraid of change. They are so set in what they created and are obligated to t...