Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

If a picture paints 1000 words what would yours say? What colors would you use to point out all the intricate details? What emotion would you evoke to get a reaction from others? Do the words then ever fail? The answer is NO! The words are heard just often fall selectively on deaf ears... We hear what we want but we see clearly the movement within the storyline. ( I have forgotten how much I love to write.) We each have the ability to paint our own stories. Maybe we each don't literally paint on canvas but by our actions, we vividly portray a picture. We emit the words to put in motion how something is to be played out. Actions will always speak louder than words... and actions is living proof to back up the words to the story told. It has been a while now hasn't it? Where have I been? What colorful tale have I been keeping... waiting on the tip of my tongue to delight whoever reads. Everyone somewhere wants to hear that love story with that happy ending! A story of hope....

In this life, you learn to live many versions of yourself. With each phase of your life, you will be expected to adapt and perform in the manner needed at the time! I can not believe the time that has passed. I can not believe all the things I have worked for and I have done and accomplished in the last several years. I can not believe all the things intentionally done to me and what I had to physically and emotionally deal with because of what was done to me. There are things the mind will not let you forget. There are things the physical body will never recover from ... I have to ask when the past calls... "Is it saying anything worth hearing", when attempts to reach out are made and nothing is being said? Past behavior always presents itself in future behavior... and with my own eyes, I saw it! The wool can be pulled over the pig's eyes but in the end, the wolf is the wolf... always looking to gain whatever fix needed from someone else to chase that void. Let me re...

 I teeter in the art of staying busy... You know that place of working so you physically go through the motions living on auto pilot so you just don't have to think... or feel anything at all. I look around and I see every individual with baggage... crap, stuff that they are dealing with but stuffing away so many denials self-medicating them self with whatever their vice of choice is. Instead of coming full terms with what they are dealing with... people are stuffing things into their mind, mouth, and body just so they don't have to acknowledge pain? What is it? Is everyone that f..ked up they have to medicate them self? Me, I am just trying to create a life for what I have always known to be true...  I can not deal with one more lie or a person who cheats and can not be happy in general causing so much misery to anyone they come in contact with. WTF is wrong with people... If you can not be happy with yourself... YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE WITH ANYONE! PERIOD!!!...

I am a little obsessed with Cinderella right now... You know that beautiful girl that insatiably cleans and picks up after everyone. That girl that is on her hands and knees and scrubs everything... to ensure no criticism. You know the girl that longs for something more than what she knows and has... you know that girl that talks to every bird and rat because she wants friends and to be loved unconditionally! Yes, I am totally obsessed with this girl.  Fairytales... who are these fairies and why did they have a need to tell a tale? and why wasn't it told about the Prince? Ya know that spoiled bastard... that got what he wanted from who knows who because after all he was the Prince. Like it wasn't enough his castle was bought and paid for by his folks!  Really now let's tell his side of the story. On this May day, this boy was born. Oh, his parents had sailed around for years deciding it was time to settle down and build a castle for this kid to live in. They would g...

Can you imagine being told, you don't work enough or you barely survive? Can you imagine trying to explain to people... who only understand from their level of perception? Can you imagine being totally mentally, spiritually and mindfully exhausted from people telling you what you should do to make a living? It has been an incredible obstacle course navigating through my "career" choice. Not everyone is made for 9-5 Mon-Friday! and weekly paychecks... It is crazy how I choose to make a living! but I do it... independently, often on a wing and a prayer, a crazy belief system... lots of talent and a drive for success in an unconventional way! I owe no one an explanation on how I choose to make a living... but yet the critics want to voice and throw at me the negatives on my creative endeavors! No one quite understands what it is like to live out your soul's passion! I will be damned if I stop now! Seriously some need to look at where they are standing... and who really...

Busy to say the least! Building an empire takes time... and putting all my eggs in one basket isn't probably going to happen. I plan on continuing to diversify my talents and efforts and branching as far and wide as I can take it! Life is not flat so why should any of my business endeavors be... Multi-dimensional is what this woman is! In the studio "Kit" talks was based on all the people that have come to me with concerns, questions and or matters that have occurred in their life. For the record, I do not hold a Ph.D. in psychology, although I am very common sensed and I have studied life in general, as a whole and have participated in with every effort. An expert by far but an enthusiast on steering and leading others in the correct direction with a more purposeful intent for a better solution to an issue based on clear common sense observing and advising and seeing things from another type perspective. I have raised my vibration to fine tune and assess many situation...

Maybe Cinderella was drunk when she lost her shoe!? Seriously what was she thinking? Everything is about timing! And sometimes there is never enough time to get things done in the manner they are expected! Rule 1. Expect... what you may not expect! Nothing happens in the time you think things should happen! Scambling busy, that has been my life! I am adding more to my repertoire of talents and business endeavors. I am screaming to get out of this town for a photo opp. I am searching for a new photographer to use  (photos of me) for promotional use. I am looking for lighting equipment to add to my camera apparel. I have redone my studio space, purchased vignette settings. I have acquired more painting lesson supplies. I have taken on affiliate marketing companies. Along with, I have been asked to join ( www.moonzies.com ) a life therapy advising group and I am again doing the video "Kit" talks. I am now sure.  "it wasn't built in a day." Although a firm believ...