Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

I try to understand what the heart wants and why it chooses the way it does... and what the mind talks it into. I recently posted on my Facebook Writing Page a little meme about choices. What we pick, why we pick. It is of some importance to our heart and I can imagine what really makes it soar. I can guess the flip side to that would be the easiest choice and therefore settling for the consultation... second choice... A matter of Convenience; thinking well this is all there is.... or should I just walk away! That reflection may very well be the premise for both the books I am trying to write. I have two strong female types that have a lot of responsibilities. Both are very capable of taking care of themselves but are both determined to hang on to what their heart desires.  The two hierarchy types both believe that if you love enough and stand steadfast in commitment all things work out. Although the types of men both these characters love have been significantly damaged...

The reality of quiet, when the phone doesn't ring, the offers stop coming and you sit and contemplate your next move. After months of aligning all the stars, gaining information and sharing research to all the prospects have come to an end. Your mind finally can come to a suppose-ed rest. The body goes limp, and weary takes on a whole other meaning. You are exhausted... Even as I sit here and type out this little scenario I am tired and emotionally drained. For a complete year, I have poured my talents, heart and soul into the universe... releasing feelings from the deepest part of my female being to a higher power so he/she could take over and make anything ... SOMETHING happen. On a course of a different routine... If ?? I couldn't have the guy... then could I at least have the gig? LOL It seemed like a fair request! ;) Never wanting to lose my faith, my sense of humor or a true sight of reality... I do have to ask, OK, Now what? I have learned all the answers come ...