If you can not be happy with yourself...
I teeter in the art of staying busy... You know that place of working so you physically go through the motions living on auto pilot so you just don't have to think... or feel anything at all. I look around and I see every individual with baggage... crap, stuff that they are dealing with but stuffing away so many denials self-medicating them self with whatever their vice of choice is. Instead of coming full terms with what they are dealing with... people are stuffing things into their mind, mouth, and body just so they don't have to acknowledge pain? What is it? Is everyone that f..ked up they have to medicate them self? Me, I am just trying to create a life for what I have always known to be true... I can not deal with one more lie or a person who cheats and can not be happy in general causing so much misery to anyone they come in contact with. WTF is wrong with people... If you can not be happy with yourself... YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE WITH ANYONE! PERIOD!!!...