Pretty In Pink... Perfect In Paisley!

Does it matter if a person takes a year off? To take time to reflect, redirect...maybe do nothing but exist? Does it hurt anyone? Sit back and take a long look at the path one set out on thinking it was the right choice, the right decision, and the right methodical way to create life? Is a person at a disadvantage letting things lie, thoughts scatter, and allow the brain to shut down or at least to retreat for 365 days? 2020 the year of the clearer vision! 2020 the year we all became day drinkers, homeschoolers and couch potatoes... adding the quarantine 15lbs and the circles under our eyes from lack of sleep, direction and motivation. 2020 the year small business closed, a hoax of a pandemic sat it and everyone caught up in someone else's political fight! 2020 the year,  I was supposed to be taking my business to a new level; adding innovating connections, adding $$$$ to my bank account, teaching new lessons and opening back up my heart chakra! 2020 the year I was to sell my house...

I really would like to get back to writing. The kind of writing that keeps people gripped and on the edge of their seat. While the idiosy of main stream media keep lying to the general public; their topics old by now, politically driven, altered agendas paid by deep pockets to divert, causing and creating diversion and divide...showing more and more ugly that descends through the boob tube!  I just want to write so I can speak truths of a different kind of matter. The matter of the heart. Human connections, the things that should have worked, didn't work, could have been worked on... or the things that most throw their hands up in the air, give up and just walk away becuase they do not know anything else. Their alternative mode does not apply and the person they tried to get one over no longer can play. The wiser person who is (aware) on to their schtick! Life and matters of the heart and how life just happens... it too gets very old! Writing releases so many emotions and gets ...

I don't know where to begin. I'm not sure how to spell out the zombie apocolyspe. I am seeing in real time. I do not know which factor I am more disturbed by and the more alarming compliance and agreements I am seeing by people who just think, "well this is how it is. So therefore I guess its going to be. I have no real choice." As they sit back and quietly do nothing but hate silently or the oppposite side that wants to ritot, loot, tear down and destroy violently! On a daily basis when I am working in the general public I ease drop. Not to be noisy but a trained ear when to chime in (or not) to add some added conversation, witty dialogue or some chided non-sense for laughter. Years and I mean a life time of years in food and beverage, it has been what has kept me a float adding dollars to my tips in order for me to survive. Although now being trained to listen between the words, decipher the mood and search for more of a hidden sentiment... I am going to share a f...